Mixed Emotions

2019-12-01 23:59:50 Don't you know too much already?
I'll only hurt you if you let me
Call me friend, but keep me closer
And I'll call you when the party's over
#WhenThePartysOver Open / Comment

2019-12-01 23:40:49 It's the road that I'm walking on
So many turns hard to carry on
Every step leaves a mark to where I'm standing
Million miles ahead but I'm tired of walking
Forward is the only right way in my head
But my breaking heart is telling me to quit
Sat down and looked up for a bit
Before i lost the sound of my heart beat
Laid there thinking of all the lies i've heard
That i wasnt alone and dont have to be scared
Those promising words telling me it's alright
Were no where to be found just when i lost my sight........

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2019-12-01 23:29:00 Too many mistakes that we've made
Too many promises we brake
Too many sorry's that we never meant
Too many wrong steps we take
They never held us back....

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2019-12-01 23:26:36 I just wanna let you go...but i feel like you're pulling me back and it's so fucking tiring
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2019-11-29 18:15:52 Now the day bleeds into night fall
And you're not here to get me through it all
I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
#SomeOneYouLoved Open / Comment

2019-11-29 18:08:12 Even though it's dark and lonely, there's always a way out...always
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2019-11-29 18:04:35 All my life I couldn't feel anything, I couldn't feel water, I couldn't feel fire, I couldn't feel wind on my face, and now i can...that's nothing compared to what I feel with you...I was so scared I wouldn't know how to be human, you made me human
#Movies
#TheSpaceBetweenUs Open / Comment

2019-04-24 09:20:23 I wake up low and try to sleep my pain out
It doesn't help since you're out of my sight
I cry all night and tell my self I'm okay
But since you left,I couldn't find my clear way
I walk through hell hoping the fire helps me escape
But once you're gone,I died each time in lose of hope
I drown my self waiting for your hands to reach me
But I'm alone, you're not here to set me free
Sometimes I wonder what my fault was
For you to turn out like this
I'll wait for years thinking time will heal me
But as time passes the pain grows too deep
You told me once that people are meant to leave
And we'll stay here alone with all the memories
You showed me how to live through all the hurt
How to dry my tears and pick my self up from dust
So strong but I'm so weak when it comes to you
All the things you've taught me didnt help me through

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