Sam Scribbles

2022-06-15 03:15:45 "Does that mean, you're letting go of me as well~?" His sickly sing-a-song voice echoed in the room.

At that voice, she used to cringe and cower, but for the first time in his presence -and the last time- she smiled.

For the first time, she felt strong, she felt as if she finally had a chance of victory against him, even though it costed a lot of her, of her heart and mind, of the fragements of her soul.

She was trembling with all the thoughts of what she was about to do, she still had doubts and hopes wrestling in the arena of her mind.

Finally, with that shaky happy grin, she answered, tears smeared against her cheeks,

"Yes!"

"Pft, you wouldn't, you can't~" he dismissed.

Were they joyous tears for being free of him, or was she mourning how she had to cast away her loved ones along with him? Her chest clenched with that idea, alas it was too late.

What happened, happened. But she gained a chance, and she was not letting it slip her grasp.

Her lips started to move, serving him the answer she thought he deserved…

"Goodbye."

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2022-06-14 14:02:01 I was gifted this life once when I was born, twice when I was saved.

I'm not letting go of it now.

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2022-06-13 15:28:04 But I'm not abandoning my pen,

I just want to write a new story, a better book.

#NB
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2022-06-13 11:27:09 It hurts, that I can't tell you,
how precious you are,
how special you really are.

It hurts, that you have to forget,
that I have to pretend you're all strangers.

I'm sorry,

That you have to go, you have to grow,
and you have to do that, without me.

I can not show you my tears,
I can not show my face.

If you have known,
if one day your memories come back,
you may call me a coward,
and it's true.

I'm sorry, that I'm not strong enough to keep you,
I'm not brave enough to love you.

I'm sorry, that you need to forget me.

But you can be sure, that I'll never forget you.

Even though I could never say it before,
I could never say it while facing any of you.

And perhaps it's useless to say it now, but,

Everyone, thank you, I really loved you.

Goodbye letter, end of #JE s.
June, 2022. Open / Comment

2022-06-10 15:14:15 "The waves are screaming, so why are you quiet?"

"…

Because I don't have the words the world can listen to. Neither do I have the verses the world wants to listen to.

I only have the waves in my eyes to offer."

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2022-06-06 15:20:23 I set my soul ablaze and my wings burnt away,

I dyed my blues with a smile until it broke apart,

In hope that someday, all of it will be worth it.

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2022-06-04 17:38:40 It is pouring my ink with my tears to decorate my scars, it is diving in the ocean to seek the long forsaken stories of the pearls.

It is the rainy days kissing my palms and the clouds mourning with me the warmth I have lost.

It is a little kitten pawing my knee on the sidewalk, it is a smile from a friend to push through.

It's the messy thoughts awaiting the moon together with me and the lonely dark nights.

It's not a mere person, it's not a prison.

It's all those things that give solace to some little holes in my soul.

That's my soulmate.

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2022-06-01 13:20:04 Announcement: Intellectual rights.

All the written content in the channel is copyrighted. Unless stated otherwise, I, @SamTheNoob hold the intellectual property of the posts. So please mention and credit properly when you share or edit my writings :) thank you.

It should be obvious, at least to those who claim to be writers, but I never thought I would need to state the obvious. Until I came across people thinking it's free materials for their grasp on numerous occasions. Some even had the guts to post my writings under their own name.

So now, I'm telling you, loud and clear. I hope that gets through. Open / Comment

2022-06-01 09:29:32 Maybe I'm stubborn, for choosing the path they warn me not to wander.
Maybe I'm foolish, for not choosing to defeat my demons.

Or maybe I'm just choosing the savoury kiss of my bloody devil over the bitter loathing of myself.

Maybe I'm choosing the warmth of the ashes instead of the freezing gaze of death.

Maybe… maybe they should just leave me be.

#JE Open / Comment

2022-05-30 18:23:25 At that reply, the desire to apologize faded, it was replaced by rage that scorched his lungs.

He approached her quickly, without a warning, his palm was placed over her mouth. When she looked up to him, wide eyed, he said,

"So let it fall then, let smash to smithereens, even!"

It was as if he melted the barriers in her eyes, because a wet warmth flowed over his hands.

And he let out a sigh of relief, as he felt the tensed muscles under his palm relax, dissolving that awful grin of hers.

"Let it fall, we can build it again, just like we've always done."

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