Poetry for your soul

2020-05-29 04:56:38 I pray

I pray not in the traditional form
But yet I pray
My mind utters jumbled words
But yet I pray
No answer may not be given to me
But yet I sit strong in my conversation with God
I pray
With no divide between my desire and want
But yet God hears the one that matters
I pray
Not bowed at the waist
But yet solemnly I sit
I might not sing hymn 24/7
Yet still I am considered to be one of God’s children I might not know the Bible front and back
Yet I believe and follow it
I pray
To satisfy my soul
Yet everybody has a piece in it
Told how to pray
Told how to please someone
Told how to live
Through it all I pray
I stand everywhere and try to leave a mark of my voice in the midst of prayers
Yet I place my hands together
I pray
To find my place
To hold something and call it my hard work without fear
I pray
Even when I don’t know know what I am praying about
I pray
To repent for several sins I have committed and several more that will occur in the future
I am always questioned on why I always start like that
To prepare God and myself for I am asking for guidance

Nevertheless I continue with long-standing tradition
I am questioned again about my Faith and God
I pray for them to get the answer they seek
I don’t know follow blindly
I pray
I pray for the forgiveness I received
I pray
For the compassion that I am shown that I don’t deserve
My fellow companions

Again I pray
To find myself and God Open / Comment

2020-04-08 06:26:02 Garden of Eden
The embodiment of paradise
The meaning of good
Giving off the feeling of euphoria
The emotions that self implode
You, we were that

You, me
I guess the gates weren’t built that high
Climbing in were the toxic
Toxic actions, words and people
Toxic that we, me, you ignored
But I don’t want us to lose our Garden of Eden
Ours, Yours, Mine

Never forget what you said,
“Do unto me what I did unto you”
Why? To erase your sins
Why? To still be allowed in our Garden of Eden
Never erase never was away

Clean Slate
With a slap on the wrist
Murky waters could never be clean again
Vines wrapping you under the false blanket
No sympathy to letting us rot away Open / Comment

2019-11-18 16:05:55 Do you trust me?

Times have been rough
We barely made it alive
Tension between us too tough 
Telling me some days you have had enough 
Heartbreak and Heartache always follow 
Screaming and shouting our lifestyle 
Why are we so broken and hollow
Emotions always kept packed in a pile
How will we end how will we go
How far of a future can you see
Right now we both don't know
But all I can ask is Do you trust me? Open / Comment

2019-09-27 12:51:03 THE WET ROSE

Drip drip silent tears dropped loud
And could be heard by anyone around
Yet she covers it with a smile
And no one bothers to go a mile
To find out the truth about her pain

The things that make her go insane 
All the thoughts that get her lost in her brain 
It's such a shame
A damsel in distress

Demons stayed in her heart
Till that was their new address 
Still she acts at her best
Stronger than the rest

Yet nobody sees 
This is someone that is begging for help please 
A Broken angel
Tormented like she is in hell
Too many fake friends 

Too many fake smiles
Heavy thoughts keep on trying to pile
But she refuses to break
Dreaming yet awake 
Begging for help

Like she is drowning in a lake 
She shows herself of with the best looks
Yet you cant read her like an open book
Look well and you can see her haunted eyes 
Hiding her pain in a disguise 

How can someone so beautiful cry
I guess flowers need rain sometimes
Every night before her eyes close
You begin to see the pain
Of a wet Rose.... Open / Comment

2019-09-06 12:24:08 Mirror:The Reflection of Her Heart

Mirror, Mirror
on the wall
show me everything
show me all
show me things that would make me fall

Show me truths
show me lies
give me reasons why I shouldn't die
Tell me who loves me
tell me who cares
tell me who would stand for me
when no one else dared

Mirror, Mirror on the wall
Why did I fall so low
that I didn't even know
till I hit rock bottom
Till my soul dirfted away
Yet I didn't want it to stay

Mirror, Mirror on the wall
I hope you weren't telling me lies
I know you have seen me happy
seen me cry
seen me get angry over a guy

Mirror, Mirror you are my only friend
But will that also come to and end
I know it's impossible for you to be fake
You show me the truth
But you could fall and you could break

Mirror, Mirror this is goodbye
I will see you another time... Open / Comment

2019-08-21 13:07:03 Haunted

I hear your voice
everywhere I go
letting you go was my choice
now I don't know
was it worth letting your heart run free
to let it run far away from me
a mistake I failed to see

days pass
years flow
the memory of you shattered like glass
to many pieces to pick up
Our memories like a broken cup
can't hold anything anymore
since the day you walked out that door


If you see me
will you remember
all the times that we had
will it make you sad
will it make you glad
A phantom of a story
long forgotten
now our history is completely rotten


I am saying goodbye
to my past
I have to move on fast
my mind no more abducted
I am no longer Haunted... Open / Comment

2019-07-27 01:46:09 Lend me your ears
just let me tell you about my tears
help me cast out all my old fears
Started like all love stories
all super hero glories
the good times the bad
the horrible times that we had
You took my heart and I let you
And I was blinded by love had no clue
had no idea what you were about to do
Destroyed me from the inside out
Now my emotions went into drought
Like a Flame you quenched me
I couldn't stop it too late to see
Heartache,heartbreak, heartless
The three stages I passed through
Washed my heart out like Shampoo
My Burning tale
Of How I played with The wrong flame
Starts with depression
then leads to shame
I never knew to you I was just a game
Guess our memories were fake
Never saw you were just a snake
I let you get your venom in my Blood
and you went straight for my heart
Just set it back to restart
So let's get back to the start... Open / Comment

2019-06-27 20:50:14 JOURNEY OF LIVING (J.O.L)

The hardest of them all
To endure in this path
Many will fall
Stings like a cold bath
Temptations and lust
Fake friends and broken trust
The path so narrow yet so wide
Feels like a strong tide
Desires, Dreams, Determination
Drugs, Drinking, Death
Feels like we are living an Animation
That we stay in till our last breath
Life an ocean with a voice
To continue on is a choice
Should I just let go
And let life drown me
I really don't know
But I think now I see
There is no escape in this
It's like we are a lantern
Trying to keep our flames alive
An unending pattern
All we can do is survive
In this Journey of Living
And your mistakes will not be forgiven Open / Comment

2019-06-27 20:24:51 A Mouth that's Everything


A mouth that tell Lies
A mouth that speaks truth
A mouth that bring out Cries
A mouth young like the youth
A mouth that makes a heart cry
A mouth that kisses deep
A mouth that Whisper goodbye
A mouth that can be so cheap
A mouth that bring out laughs
A mouth that can seduce
A mouth that smirks
A mouth that goes crazy and lets loose
A mouth that tells horrors
A mouth that lets out sweet words
A word that can become an explorer
A mouth as thick as a herd
A mouth, A mouth, a weapon of war
That is right at your door
So strong it can damage your core
And leave you broken on the floor
So Pure it can raise you high
So much power but why
So many misuse it
Hard to Admit
A mouth that smiles
Either real of fake
A mouth that has gone through trials
A mouth that has made many mistakes
This is something we should start acknowledging
Because a Mouth is Everything.... Open / Comment

2019-06-23 19:45:51 GLASS EYES


A window to the soul
I was told
As Green as Forest trees
As Blue as the Ocean floor
Eyes that cause people to Freeze
Eyes that open a new door
An Adventure waiting to be explored
As Black as our past
As Brown as our dirty deeds
Broken like we are wearing a Cast
Now that our heart starts to bleed
Eyes that cover up our stories
Yet show everything
wether bad or past glories
Our Emotions we were abandoning
Fears For feeling Fake
Tears that show a broken person
Eyes that are sleeping yet awake
Feeling that begin to worsen
Hatred that is very shallow
Darkness that consumes
Empty feeling inside so hollow
Eyes that fumes
Eyes that Drip With Venom and pain
Eyes that Never lie
Spinning around like I am on cocaine
Eyes that loose it's colour when we die
Eyes that scream for Saving
Eyes that become stone cold
Pupils that begin caving
wasteful wishes waving
Confidence that begins shaving
Eyes that grow old
Eyes that Pray to the Heavens
Crossing thier Fingers with lucky sevens
Eyes that Dispise,Devise, Defies
Guess that what you see

In Glassy Eyes... Open / Comment