waking up every time predicting my day it'll be the same ther | Nocturnal Thoughts
waking up every time predicting my day it'll be the same there's no doubt I bet is it me or is it fate that's leave me with all this life that I hate all I want is to change to wake up feeling safe to feel like there more for me than to live life and to be dead I hope to never lose hope to cut my self from the feeling that tied me up with a rope to not feel what I feel to be above and be on top to have the keys to my soul to know when to start and when to stop all I want is to change before I lose my time before I lose my age before it all over and be left in a grave u can only use time it's not something u can put down in your safe I can feel my deeds every walk ever step i can't seem to change them I always knew when it's too late I can't find my self doing anything I said I make myself feel good to never leave my bed it's time to let that go and find myself instead cause all I want is to change I know I can be a person that I always expect I didn't like the mirror the last time I saw it reflect I know i can find me somewhere in life and give my self some respect nowadays laziness is the only thing that I can deeply relate I know I not only living with the food that I ate it took me too long to understand my state I feel like it's time to know that it was me it not fate I can't work hard to see my self to be great they say good things take time for those who wait i waited long enough for my mind to rearrange time for me to shine and take my stage cause all I want right know is for me to see me change! latenight thought #NZ#