Everyone told me to come to Telegram. I came to telegram after | Adam Lewington (Reindeeramanita.com)
Everyone told me to come to Telegram. I came to telegram after much resistance. Hate is a strong word and I really hate Telegram.
I think 'they' know what they are doing when they push someone strong willed like myself into a social media corner. An art they have mastered. A battle I can only push so hard through.
I can't see how reindeeramanita.com will be a thing next year. I really can't see it. It is breaking my soul.
It was never meant to be something I did on my own. I really feel on my own for the first time in forever. Say I am not alone. And that you are with me and it still won't convince me. Words are what they seem to be. I have never needed condolences. I see things for what they are. How long can the doors of a place remain open with nobody using the doors.
I have pushed a portion of my new born beautiful angel aside for a mission towards what? Being pushed into a corner.
