I can’t concentrate. I don’t think I ever have. What chaos. All the time. Guess I should just deal with that, as I don’t think my brain will change. Well it will but it will never be calm but I have to enjoy that. I can’t let it not let me enjoy tiny moments. I can’t let it let me forget memories because it fills with 600 more a day. Life is beautiful. Life is overwhelming. Life is painful. Life is mine. Fall in love. Fall over. Break up. Make up. Save money, spend money. Draw. Write. Delete. Make new friends. Fuck off the bad ones. Live.
