#EngQuery Hey, good night guys. Hm how do i say it... i want t | ENGLISH FESS

#EngQuery Hey, good night guys. Hm how do i say it... i want to ask for some advice from you guys regarding my mental-health and parents. So, i've been wanting to go to a psychiatrist for a long time, but my parents forbade it and say that i wasn't praying enough. I got annoyed and decided to keep silent. But over time I felt it was getting worse. Sleeping problem, trouble making friends so you don't have friends, fear of cameras. It just... i feel like very afraid. If you were me, what would you do? I really need the answer and thank you.