TW // FAMILY ISSUES, DEATH #EngRants. Sigh how do I word this | ENGLISH FESS

TW // FAMILY ISSUES, DEATH

#EngRants. Sigh how do I word this.. I'm so tired of having of just being labeled as 'my father's replacement', having to act like I'm always emotionally available, listening to my mother's rants, my siblings' rants most of the time. I'm so exhausted, I really am. Every time I try to refuse an invitation (say my mother is asking me to accompany her somewhere), she guilt trips me. She left me on the side of a road in a place I'm not even familiar with because I refused to film a video publicly at a vaccination centre. She even tells me to pay for my own school fee (I'm 13, just entered highschool.)... sigh. I'm sorry for troubling all of you to read this, I just needed somewhere to pour out what I've been holding in this past few weeks.