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What happened today could be mere coincidence. After all, if you do something for a long while, somethings are bound to happen. Or it could just be my dependence. My lack of decision making, multitasking, and ultimate weakness that could have formed from anything really. I am still not sure how it has happened. It was fast. I have had nightmares about something similar a few times but that was in the beginning. I thought I was qualified enough now. That I was good enough. I have fantasized endlessly how things would go if I was left alone. Today was a reminder that I still have a lot to work on. And somehow, I feel like it is important that somethings didn't work out. I have this terrible feeling that if they had, I would have found myself in much worse situation. I want to believe that something is protecting me and showing me ways gently when I get a little too confident in skills I don't have.