I know how a person changes in one night, that night that you | Feelings Unleashed

I know how a person changes in one night, that night that you spend alone without a companion, alone in your great darkness, the bar of memories passes in front of you, you remember all the situations that almost broke your heart, so it was broken to remain stuck between life and death, you remember all the events that almost killed you, but you continue the rest of your life, you were able to bypass it with an external peace that reflects the truth of the great cracks that have occurred in your soul, all harmful poisonous words ring in your ears, you feel their bitter and claws all the words that, without your endurance, they would spoil you until it became a worthless corpse. Rather, you are in a fierce encounter with your staunch enemy, with the person you have always tried to avoid confronting: with yourself.‌‌

I know well about the night of settling scores between you and yourself, your features that changed and became more unhappy, your thoughts that were hoping for a better life and became only hoping for your days to pass in complete peace, your desire for life that changed to a desire for isolation, on that particular night you do not hear except for your melancholy music with complete astonishment, that music that once drove you to love and to life, how do you change those who used to cultivate safety and reassurance in our hearts for those who spar on you even with a good word, waiting without hope, the usual overtaking, deceiving everyone that you are fine, and the deadly middle. I know about that night when you stand in front of yourself and then ask: "Who am I?"