The other day I was complaining to God about how lonely I am. | General Fully Exposed

The other day I was complaining to God about how lonely I am. I've been faithful to Him and my children that even after my divorce over 10 years ago, I haven't dated anyone other than the time I reconciled with my ex (my children's father).

As I began to complain to him how I'm so lonely and still vibrant, and how I "need" a man to satisfy my fleshly desires, God reminded me that I had always wanted to be a housewife, something that was never attainable with my lazy ex-husband who would work me like a slave, pregnant and all-the-while he sat on his ass playing games on the computer or engaging in extramarital affairs online.

God reminded me, in the midst of my complaining, that I have been able to play the role of a housewife all these years without even being married to a man!

That realization brought so much joy and appreciation that though it may feel like I'm lacking a physical companion, my God (my Heavenly Father) has been so faithful to me that He has given me the desires of my heart without even needing an earthly man to fill the part!!!!

WOW!

Do you know what that even means?

Do you know how many single moms of one, two or three (I have four children) yet my God, my Father, has sustained us through it all???

I am a high school drop out, dropped out in 9th grade.

I come from the ghetto.

I have no credentials to deserve the position that I now have, but because I followed the inclinations of my heart, I have been the loudest cheerleader for the underdogs that have fought against child sex trafficking, and have used my time and mind to bring awareness to the highest level of crimes, the Creator of the Universe has blessed a nobody such as me.

That realisation brought me such peace and contentment that even if I should remain single the rest of my days, I should be satisfied in knowing that He still watches over me.