A Pen For Pain

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2022-06-23 14:15:20 Hi, it's me @Afu_101, Help me win Awaqi's Challenge by voting for me on @GodanaChallenge

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2021-10-21 18:43:48 Don’t be the person who hears what they want to hear, don’t read between the lines and trick yourself into thinking they are into you. The mind portrays situations in ways that’s comfortable to it , it creates scenarios blur out signs and highlight what it wants to see do not fall for your ego that avoids rejection at all cost. Outsmart your inner self that’s refusing to believe its not wanted. Open / Comment

2021-10-20 21:23:16 I once read on a book "if the world was devoid of human life inhabited by animals and plants, it wouldn't have past and future" making the entire concept of time meaningless and I wondered maybe we can survive without the time that keep causing us burden and suffering.

if we prirotize our now instead of dwelling on our past or hooked on the future we have zero control over, maybe then we would find the happiness we seek everywhere, there is an ancient drawing of cronus the time of god clipping the wings of cupid the whole painting unravel itself into time being the one true enemy of love. I've claimed time as an illusion as I refuse to acknowledge the power it has over my life for its just a perception.

But no really time is an illusion its a state of mind, it doesn't correspond to a physical reality the past doesn't exist, so why bother define someone with their past perhaps I don't need to know about someones past if I have them right now in the present, i shouldn't wonder about my future with someone if I already have a beautiful human being already in front of me but how do you tell someone their past doesn't matter to you because it no longer exists. How do you introduce someone to the concept of presentism. Or how the world doesn't have a variable for the time in the past .
As I learn more about the nothingness of time I realized I no longer want to invest myself in the past or in the future, for no good ever comes out of it.

Some say people against the concept of time are those who have been wronged by time or those who suffered loss, or those patiently waiting for time to give them what their heart desires, I don't believe I belong in this categories though I merely believe time is a human made concept,  but then again unexpected  realization hit me as I wrote all this nonsense the only thing that lingered in my mind was hours and minutes away from here there exists the someone I want to convince the past and the future doesn't exist and the someone I want to be in the present with. And I figured I may have held too much grudge against time for its a thief that placed someone so far away from me too much grudge that I denied it its existence.
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2021-10-20 21:21:55 You Feel like home yet you are far away
Used to you though you never stay
Cologne i dont know but miss and know in my heart
Presence I never felt but crave hopelessly
A laugh i never heard that warms my heart with the thought of it
The butterflies i felt without looking into your eyes
The vows i wrote, for you to read someday
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2021-10-18 22:42:05 I stopped writing for a while for reasons i myself didnt know either, for so long i thought it was because i've gotten better or because the sadness that was once my muse was no longer there, i thought it was the perfect excuse, lies! One thing im good at is lying to myself , in an odd way im easy to lie to , but eventually i learned i stopped writing because i identify as the girl who sabotages everything that attempts to be a good thing for me, this might be slightly concerning but let's focus on the part where I identified the problem , the first step to problem solving. So darlings I'm here to say there is a chance I'm back to writing no promises though, promises are actually suffocating and I don't like suffocation.
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2021-10-13 19:03:30 A Pen For Pain pinned a photo Open / Comment