I used to drink every weekend, waste time and comply with every slave holiday on the killer calendar. Then I got enough courage and bravery to look at my life without sedative chemicals, calender rituals and fake feel good emotions rushing through my nervous system. The conclusion after seeing my full reality was simple. I was a slave without a soul living a shitty life because that is what government and media told me to do. I was afraid to have an amazing life because a shitty life was always on sale on the spinner rack of life options. That's when I changed. I got brave enough to face my pain and only then did I start building a better life for myself. Without the coffee, booze, screens, cigs, vapes, junk food, porn, the drama, your disease label and the calendar bossing your weak ass around....what do you really have in your life? Face that harsh reality, answer that question truthfully and only then will you starting doing what it takes to change your life for the better.
