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I want grownups to hear what I have to say. I want adults who can't raise kids not to have any. I'm sick of those who can't take care of their kids. What will I take form this? All the insults, all the beatings, all the kickings? The chain, the hose or the belt? The nicest word I hear is, "Fuck off, you son of a bitch!" "Piss off you fucker!" Life is a pile of shit. Filthier than the shoes on my feet. I live in hell here. I burn like rotting meat. I was expecting to be a good man, respected and loved. But God doesn't want that for us. He'd rather we be washrags for others. He wants us to be floor mats, to be stepped on. That kid in your belly will be just like me.

- Zain, Capharnaüm 2018