Hi everyone, admin keep anon pls I don't know if this is a con | JODEL STORIES 🎃

Hi everyone, admin keep anon pls
I don't know if this is a confession or something, but i know i need advice, recommendations and help

This is my story, as we all know, the semester is over and we're on long break, well I'm kinda working atm, and there is this colleague who is a female, like we bond really well, both physically and through texting as well, i became friends with her through a friend in the same post, i won't deny it i really like her very much and I'd like to be with her, she says she's seeing someone but it isn't a committed relationship, tho she can tell i have interest in her, i haven't opened up to her yet on my intentions, she knows I'm single btw.
Here is the problem, I have many female friends, most of my study buds are girls and I'm cool with all of them, but with only her, whenever I'm with her or even having a simple convo, then i become excited (i root) i don't know whats wrong with me, because I'm not like that, i try to avoid it but I can't, she even spotted it the other day, i don't want this to be termed as harassment or abuse, i don't even like guys who are perverts and creeps. The thing is, it's not like I'm a virgin or something po. because of this, I've even called in sick, this is a government Inst. so i don't want to hv any probs. Jokes aside adey hia help serious, what make ado
@Wendae @Gina any words?