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Jodel hello, like the group its really cool. My confesion is am dating this chick(currently am not sure wat we are) bt this chick made me believe in things like the one, our relationship was amazing in every aspect of it we have the best time actually we can go out the two of us without the boys or her friends we would really enjoy ourselves. Everything was perfect until one day when i was leaving work i was like super horny and i just wanted to get home. When i got home my gal was on the couch she had just arrived like 30 mins ago, i went straight to her started kissing passionately and started tearing off her clothes(which i usually replace after and we are freaks like that) ripped of her panties and went down on her. We had shown each other how one liked it so pleasing each other was easy and fun as u know which buttons to push it was all steam my chick just wanted the D as gentleman i gave it her. After like five thrust my D just shrinked with no reason and thats when problem started my gal pushed so hard i fell on my back, and started asking me who the hell i had fucked and if that is a guilty fuck, that is the first time i have ever seen her question my loyalty to her,i flirt alot and she also does but it does go more than that at the end of the day i belong to her and she belongs to me. It happened the 2 nd time and the third time she asked me to put on a condom thats when i knew she no longer trusted me, i think she thought i was cheating on her which i was not at the moment i was not. At that time i was confused i was like wtf am only 29 i dont do any of the hard fuckin drugs and am in good shape i workout i mean could not understand why this shit was happening to me. One weekend she went to see her parents( which am not sure if thats where she went) i had a friend who we used to be fuck buddies before me n my gal became official we stopped bt we still talked as friends, she had been asking for us to meet and since i was alone in the house and i didn't hav any plans i told her she could come over. She arrived n when i opened the door for her my D just went up, something which she later told me she noticed bt of chat chat. Here and their eventually we ended up fucking, i went two rounds non stop. Later that that nite i went out na nika chips funga ended up fuckin the chick the whole night and mornin. My gal came back the following week like on a tuesday at the time i was really confident that my shit works confidently i wanted her so bad and atleast i will be able to return us to the road we were, bt wapi apparently my shit failed me again when it comes to her which actually really hurts her, i was devasted we ended up sleeping in different rooms. It hurts coz i love my gal and the fact that she doesn't trust me and thinks i hav found a new thing kills me. My gal is the type that believes in an eye for an eye which makes it worse. My job had requested me to go out station for like 4 months i had turned it down earlier but i went changed my decision. The first time she was opposed to me going , bt this time she didn't say shit. Now am out of the country and we do talk but not that much. I dont know why my D disappears when am with her , bt if she still want us i will see physchiatrist to see why the fuck this happens when am with her coz i know i really do love her and i hate what this has done to us, pls hide my id thanks i feel abit better talking about it