Cont... i was pissed asl bc what if it got leaked? her parent | A Hoe's Confession

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i was pissed asl bc what if it got leaked? her parents would come after me! an innocent i’m in my house sleeping in peace, sad thing is that her face was in it! and it’s her tbh, next day i sent it to her she be like eiii but she don’t remember sending it to the guy, literally C gave me A’s username we texted and he said there was more tbh but he deleted it but he sent me a video and i’m like wtf i have this video already like fr? can you imagine? our shit can’t stay in our convos bc of what? ei. so back to the story she was like she didn’t send it and she’s sorry bc she couldn’t tell me bc she was afraid and all that i’d leave her and i’m like, for fucks sake man why did you conclude? did you tell me the truth? if you did tell me the truth months ago we won’t be here. before even entering the relationship i told her that if anything happens assuming she goes out and makes out with any guy or gives somebody head or something to be honest anything just tell me bc i don’t wanna hear it from any dumb jigga if i hear it from you irdc about what other jiggas say. i understand you’re afraid but why lie? like the night i found out i called her and asked her twice on a phone call she said nah she didn’t send it. and then before i sent her the nude i asked her again she left me on read and sent me a video message about she searching for food. she denied TWICE on the phone and ignored the message on the phone. right now irdk i broke up with her but she sent me scheduled messages after she went to school recently, i love the girl and all but chale the religion thing has always made me reconsider. everytime i break up with her i go back it’s too bad i’m a sucker for love and i really love the girl, i got us matching jerseys and a necklace and all that. forgot about my studio cash and started saving for a ring to like officially make her mine frrr but nah i can’t.
some people are like give her a second chance but i haven’t even shown her that i have another video of her A sent me. so what else is she hiding from me?
she cried and all but chale me i can’t do with a lying girl. she was like that was the first time she sent her nude and all. me rn idc but i do. i love her but she dey vex my skin, i cried the night i found out. ah fuck i was with you for a whole year and never ever fucked you, never did anything to jeopardise the relationship. ik i have a high sex drive so i’m always cooped up in my room watching her snaps and looking at her pictures and videos on my phone so i don’t go and do something stupid. i even asked her for a free pass so i won’t be guilt tripping on the last day for pent hall week.
my friends all urged me to fuck her bc i can’t let her slip from my hands but i don’t know why i haven’t still maybe God knows why i didn’t. assuming it got leaked or i even had sex with her? problem don’t come my end.
i’ve just been good to you and this is what i get?
sigh it’s always like this.
girls ain’t shit.
i’m now just gonna be a fuck boy bc all of the girls i’ve dated have all done me dirty.
boys and girls on the channel i need advice, i love her but i don’t wanna go back bc of her mom, religion, lies and cheating me ano fit. any advice guys? thanks for reading so much i took like an hour to write this sorry it’s that long

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