2022-01-29 17:13:43
Cosmos please if you have any counselors in your group, kindly link me to one.... So I lost my dad 2 years ago and it wasn't that easy for me. I was very close to him so indeed I lost a treasure.... In November last year that's exactly a year and some days after dad's death, my mum had an accident and got burnt into ashes.... We couldn't even identify her body. It was like a dream to me. Losing both parents within 2 years?? How?? I'm in level 100 in a university. I lost interest in everything.... I wasn't myself after my mum's incident and I'm still not myself. All I do is to think and cry. Sometimes I get scared when I think of completing school because it's my sister taking care of me right now. She's a teacher and she has to do everything as the mother of the house too. Things aren't easy for us. I just hope she'll be able to cater for my 4 years.
My main problem here is, I'm not myself. I'm unable to eat or sleep. I just cry and think. At the moment, every little thing, I forget about it. I easily forget things even important stuff. Sometimes I just sit down and wonder how I'm going to learn when lectures begin. Emotionally, I'm being traumatized ....
And there's this person who has been ghosting me. The voice sounds like a male. He calls and be like " where's your mum" and he hangs up. I try asking of his name but he doesn't even allow me to talk . I don't know who he is ... I miss mummy, I miss daddy. I'm unable to concentrate in anything.
I just need a counselor at the moment. Please get me one. Thank you.
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