We really need to step into our highest roles and be instrumen | Mechanics of Existence

We really need to step into our highest roles and be instruments of true God’s will completely and this is why many of us are in the next stage of maturation where we recognize how we were acting spiritually immature. We have been constantly and purposely distracted into dramas to prevent us from stepping into our true service.

People are suffering. Animals are suffering. We humanity and all living beings are under attack and we still dwell on petty stuff. I’ve been jolted back into true heart-centered coherence tonight and I recognize where I have been immature, reactive and in defense of own identity (aside from legitimate ancient trauma processing), taking stuff personally and sitting there wanting “justice” like a giant brat. I forgive myself for this because my human did not know better, those parts of me were not integrated. Telling on myself, so that everyone else is free to face your own stuff. I don’t know what we expect from each other and ourselves where we grew up in society designed to degenerate us all. I forgive myself for immature, dumb ways I handled myself many times. I did my best. And am still doing my best by facing everything and putting my ego aside in favor of God’s will ~ Zarina