I left my house, got on a bus, and reached the meeting place, | No cracks, no breaks.

I left my house, got on a bus, and reached the meeting place, alone, while having a meltdown. I'm waiting for DMbf because he had to do something before being able to join me (yes we live together, thankfully, but he's been out since this afternoon) and I'm trying really hard not to hyperventilate and cry in the middle of a crowded place.