'Lately I wake up in the morning and I already feel as if I fa | Classical fuck.

"Lately I wake up in the morning and I already feel as if I failed.I know it's confusing for you and it doesn't look like I've done a single thing but please know that sometimes fighting looks a little different for me and sometimes failure doesn't require action it only requires that I have moved in my mind and my mind was not impressed with what I did. I hate to reduce my depression down to a hypothetical happening inside my head cause it is more than that , Its heavier than that.but if I can somehow make you understand half of the way or half of the reason I can't move from my bed today then maybe I will be one step closer to breathing a little easier.if I can somehow share what it is like to be in my mind maybe I will be one step closer to being liberated of it.maybe if I can make you comprehend why I feel like a failure when I haven't done a single thing your understanding will somehow set me free."