Why do we fail? This is the question I always myself as I get | CALL • Rebuild Yourself
Why do we fail?
This is the question I always myself as I get up every morning.
And I get angry at things I couldn't finish back in the past. I feel guilty and see no ending throughout my life tunnel.
Suddenly I remember my words, promises and sayings at some time ago when I still had optimism:
“You will fail in order to get up and start everything from the scratch.”
That's my life and death oath. That's my fuel. That's my battle which I fight each and every day.
From the moment I realize this and undergo 220V shock, my body starts to shake and my mind starts to differentiate reality from an illusion it creates during messy times.
I call my day with great optimism. Hoping that I can still be a soldier that fights against his dreams. No matter what I will fail again. But I know this already before it starts. So, it bothers and give pain not as much as it used to be.
Because this is my journey. No one can take my hand and walk through the pain.
