Falling apart and i am witnessing it Its crumbling,The kingdom | Noah Wrote These

Falling apart and i am witnessing it
Its crumbling,The kingdom i built
And i really feel the guilt
Cause i sort of have a heart that is sealed
And the demon that made me write killed
I would love to write again like i used to
Like the time i had nothing to do
Except for the artistic words i drew
And feeling like a part of the letter
Diving into the pool of pain to feel better
I know it won't make sense now but it will when it must
Well i hate the feeling of being empty its a first
You see its not like i lost my passion for the alphabet
I will admit it was painful and hard to forget
Okay if u want me to get my old self back again and return
I would have to create my own devilish hell and burn.....
@Lightss_offf