Demons in heaven What if i was blessed than having this curse | Noah Wrote These

Demons in heaven
What if i was blessed than having this curse
What if i wrote happy lines than a sad verse
What if i wasn't depressed about the things i did
What if i could Go back to that little kid
Well its all a facade
I don't thank God for what i got
I know its unfair i know that its not
Pleading that i am okay
Wishing i slept after a long day
Hoping i could write what i want to say
Yeah i know that i never thanked a day
I am a selfish guy that i am clouded by my ego
A long time ago
I let my Angel go
And i been ruining my soul
Guess u could say i never had a taste of Glory
If i would tell u this as a story
I would say
"once upon a time there was a devil
That could never fit
Like Demons in heaven"
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