Point Losing my temper as the day passes Never thought i will | Noah Wrote These

Point
Losing my temper as the day passes
Never thought i will get past this
Picture being nothing like you are mass less
My brain is filled with madness
My heart swells everytime i hear something funny
Bad thoughts cloud me and rain above me
That's the time i consider as sunny
Hating who i have become
Who was I when it all begun
Ik there was love and fun
But Now i hide and run
Running after stpes
Minutes after seconds
Fixing after wreckage
Peace after rage
The same after the change
Always had hope of smiling truly
Things that hurt me are the thoughts
That come to me
Gates to my hell i didn't want to leave
Blindly walking wondering like Steve
Years i wasted and i tend to destroy
But who knows..
2022 might bring me joy
But what's the point?
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