#ANNAMALAI SWAMI – FINAL TALKS ‘YOU HAVE TO MAKE AN ENORMOUS | تفحص خویش
#ANNAMALAI SWAMI – FINAL TALKS
‘YOU HAVE TO MAKE AN ENORMOUS EFFORT’
AS: "Don't be afraid of the mind. It's a false tiger, not a real one.
Something that is not real cannot harm you. Fear and anxiety may come to you if you believe that there is a real tiger in your vicinity.
Someone may be making tiger noises as a joke to make you afraid, but when he reveals himself, all your fears go because you suddenly understand that there never was a tiger outside your imagination."
Question: One can have a temporary experience of the Self, the underlying reality, but then it goes away. Can you offer any guidance on how to stabilize in that state?
Annamalai Swami: A lamp that is lit may blow out if the wind is strong. If you want to see it again, you have to relight it. But Self is not like this. It is not a flame that can be blown out by the passing winds of thoughts and desires. It is always bright, always shining, always there. If you are not aware of it, it means that you have put a curtain or a veil in front of it that blocks your view. Self does not hide itself behind a curtain.
You are the one who puts the curtain there, by believing in ideas that are not true. If the curtain parts and then closes again, it means that you are still believing in wrong ideas. If you have eradicated them completely, they will not reappear. While these ideas are covering up the Self, you still need to do constant sadhana.
So, going back to your question, the Self does not need to stabilize itself. It is full and complete in itself. The mind can be stabilized or destabilized, but not the Self.
Question: By constant sadhana, do you mean self-inquiry?
Annamalai Swami: Yes. By strength of practice, by doing this sadhana, this veil will be removed completely. There will be no further hindrances. You can go to the top of Arunachala, but if you are not alert, if you are not paying attention, you may slip and end up at Easanya Math [a Hindu institution at the base of the hill].
You have to make an enormous effort to realize the Self. It is very easy to stop on the way and fall back into ignorance. At any moment you can fall back. You have to make a strong determined effort to remain on the peak when you first reach it, but eventually, a time will come when you are fully established in the Self. When that happens, you cannot fall. You have reached your destination and no further efforts are required. Until that moment comes, constant sadhana is required.
- Final Talks pp. 6, 7
