°CONFUSED° Im confused... If im surrounded by those who a | SRIKANDI ISLAM

°CONFUSED°

Im confused...

If im surrounded by those
who are very good in religion
almost perfect in my eyes
very kind and beautiful in everyway
full of knowledges
perfect life
attractive in every act
making people calm by just looking at them


What i feel -

Sometimes i feel like
Im terribly wanted to be like them or even better

But also sometimes
I keep on comparing myself with them
and making me feel more terrible about myself
until i keep on feeling so down
'futur'