Weekend dose Share market journey of a trader. First ...he start buying some cash shares Initally 2-3-5-10 k aa jate hai Equity main . And he is happy, calm ,cool compose .. Then he sees the big screnshot on social media . 1 lac to 1 cr profit in a day . Wo sochta hai . Yaar mera shares 15 percent bada 1 lac se 15k aaye Ye 15 percent par Someone Share ki ce buy kiya Sham tak 4 times paisa ho gaya . What the heck . Ye to janana padega . Phir youtube dekhna start . Ce kya hota hai Pe kya hota hai Future and option kya hota hai . Phir wo 30-40-50 videos dekh dalta hai . Strike price ka pata nahi . Delta gama theta ka pata nahi . Option melting And itm atm otm ka pata nahi Bas ye pata .. Share upar jata hai to ce buy karo Neeche jata hai to pe buy karo . And wo trade mar leta hai . And first second trade me 10-20 k aa jate hai Again mind blown . Abhi tak to main time waste kar raha tha 4 months Share rakha 10 percent aaye Yaha 1 hour me aa gaye . Equity bakwas . F and o jindabad . Ab wo Mercedes jaldi hi Wo 5 cr ka villa jaldi Hi Picture baki hai 7-8 trades tak 50 percent down Dimag kharab 50 percent erosion ...Equity me to kabhi dekha hi nahi . Dimag imbalanced. 50-60 videos aur dekh dale youtube par. Ohhh ye mistake thi.. .ab nahi karunga . And again Trading shuru Bas ek nifty ka shot sahi chahiye 3-5 TIMES TO HO HI JANA HAI . AND REVENGE TRADING ME PURA SAAF . ACCOUNT KHALI . AB PARESHAN BANDA . KYA KARE YA NA KARE . PHIR NEXT 1-2-3 YEAR ME 3 -4-5 TIMES AUR PAISA DALTA HAI MEANWHILE YOUTUBE DEKHNA NAHI CHORTA Meanwhile wo 2-4-5 trainers ke ad bhi dekh leta hai . Training seminar webinar . But sochta hai 10-20-30-50-100k kyu de..training ke Youtube aur dekh leta hu Sab lut rahe hai Is period me uske 5-10-15-20 lac saaf ho chuke Hote hai . What next ... Bade bade screnshot abhi bhi aa rahe hai social media par Main hi panoti hu. Main hi unlucky hu Sab earning except me . Self esteem is low Guilt is high Confidence is shattered Family ko batata nahi Din raat apni dhun me Kuch loan leke zero kiye hote bai Kuch 10 saal ki saving Mind saying... chor du ye game . Another mind saying ..ek baar loss cover ho jaye . Gambler mind ..bas ek 10 times wali ce pe hath lag jaye . Shattered mind saying I want to commit suicide. Phir wo aur youtube dekhta hai Is period me wo 2-4-5 nibba nibbi se 2-4-5 cource bbi kar leta hai 2-4-5k wale . And now confidence again came back . This time wo pro ho chuka hai . Wo phir apna ya apne relatives ka paisa lagata hai Aur again zero karta hai . And jab 20 -25 lac saaf ho chuke hote hai To wo sochta hai Jaha 20 lac gaye ...waha ek 10-20-30-40-50k Aur sahi . And finally wo koi genuine place par seekta hai . Ye kam wo pahle bhi kar sakta tha But har wo cheej jab tak khud se experience na kar le admi . Tab tak kisi ki sunta nahi . 90 percent har new comer trader and investor ki initial journey hai 738 views08:07