Him (written two weeks before break up) Idk what I feel about | Messy Minds

Him (written two weeks before break up)

Idk what I feel about him. Lately all he do is dissapoint me, hurt me with all his carelessness. No matter how much he denies it, deep down he knows he's trying to avoid me for some reason I don't know. He's not the same person he used to be. He has changed a lot. He never calls, never try to see me & he barely texts and when he does they're the coldest texts I have ever received from a guy I'm supposedly dating. But it's okay I've made my peace with that. He's is so busy with his job and I really try so hard to understand him but that's the thing I'm bad at, trusting someone blindly. Everytime I feel insecure because of him he never comforts me he couldn't even care less and to be honest I've made my peace with that too. It's okay that he's not that type of person. Then out of blue, really late at nights, he texts me "wanna come over and hangout at my place" and I don't even have to think twice I'm always so fuckin excited to be around him. After giving me a mood swing for days he calls me and when I go, his touch, his hug and his kiss brings me back to my senses, making me feel so alive. Idk how he do it Idk why he do it. However, with something so simple yet genuine he makes me want him more, so much more.
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