I'm staring at a wall, dropping tears for the poison in my eye | The Cult

I'm staring at a wall, dropping tears for the poison in my eyes. I know something isn't right and I feel different. I'm standing on the wayside after falling through the cracks and finally I succumb to my indifference. I think there's something in these lights that must've been stopping my mind.
So I drink my stupid away fighting through the same old. My nights have stolen my days for too long. If I could break myself in two, one would be for me and one for you. At least I know a part of me couldn't be wrong. You were my addiction, my one belief and my one life. So kiss me one more time standing faces towards the wind. Someone please force me to turn myself in. Cause I'm scared that I may never feel again. So one more time I drink my stupid away and I keep fighting all nights to finally have a day. But I've grown too tired; yes, too tired. I just have to keep drinking my stupid away or the nights will steal my dates for way too long.

I don't know why I re-wrote this. I guess I'm still looking for Alexa. Credits goes to "Drink my stupid away" song by Royal Bliss.