I have reached a point in my life where nothing hurts me as ba | scribbled diary

I have reached a point in my life where nothing hurts me as badly as it used to. Things happen, you get hurt, people leave, and hearts get broken - but life goes on. I have built a wall around me using nothing but self-love and that is why when things go wrong, I am no longer affected. I love myself enough now to know my worth, and that means not crying about someone who did not love me enough to stay, or fight for me when they should have, is the shadow that test day of the year.
I used to be the kind of person who would be affected by the smallest things, despite having undergone so much in such a short period of time. And now, I cannot shed a single tear. This is not because I have become numb, but because I know no one is worth my tears. I used to think that nothing gets better, and that things can only get worse and some of us are destined for just pain.. But I was wrong. Things do get better and that is all I keep close to me now. The tiniest glimmer of hope and possibility- the fact that there is always light at the end of the tunnel and no matter what anyone says, things get better with time. Believe me, they do.