Draft Piles

2022-07-26 08:21:28 I finally made my first post on Instagram owo)

https://www.instagram.com/p/Cgdpcv0LBpm/?igshid=MDI0Mzk1ZWY=

After so long considering on IG, I finally set up one. I don't know how often I'll post there, though, since I'm usually bad at managing multiple social accounts at once... But I'll try my best to learn this platform as publishing/marketing tool

#announcement Open / Comment

2022-07-25 03:44:25 "Don't you ever realize... that you are pretty too?"

The words I had heard many times and never believed—until then, when they were uttered by his lips. Because he saw me not with blinding stars in his eyes, nor with hazy intoxication. He gazed right into me, and I saw sharp hurts in his eyes.

#random daydream Open / Comment

2022-07-23 03:23:39 "When we think about it—isn't it funny? We, each one of us, we were born into this world with blood and tears. Now, knowing that, just what kind of life do we expect on this world?" So he spoke, with his distant gaze turned away from me.

#random Open / Comment

2022-07-20 16:27:07 "It would have been wonderful, isn't it... to think that there is, after all, a place where you could feel belong." I nodded. "A place where I could make myself belong. A thing to do, which I could feel sure is truly destined for me." "Feels better than… Open / Comment

2022-07-20 16:25:56 "It would have been wonderful, isn't it... to think that there is, after all, a place where you could feel belong."

I nodded. "A place where I could make myself belong. A thing to do, which I could feel sure is truly destined for me."

"Feels better than finding your Romeo, huh?"

I chuckled at this, and sipped my tea again. With a meaningful glance his way, I replied, "Romeo, I've had many."

Taking a sip of his coffee, he replied my glance in kind.

(Excerpt of "Prayers" #journal, entry 17.) Open / Comment

2022-07-17 18:20:08 Right; you
have always wanted
to be seen.

So what should I do, then?
Shall I be a center piece,
Pierced on a stake
Paraded through the land?
Lay down fascination
Of grief and sorrow
On all seeking hands?

Tell me again,
Little one, lost one;
Tell me,

What do you want?

#random #verse Open / Comment

2022-07-13 16:29:36 So words, come,
heed my invitation
and join this dance;
Simulacrum.

#random #verse or #mantra(?) from "Prayers" #journal, entry 06. Open / Comment

2022-07-09 20:02:09 "... You are like fairy, you know."

He chuckled at my remark. "I thought, considering your stature, you're one more like the faiy here."

"I'm not." I couldn't help a little pout. "Well... Not anymore anyway. Afterall, fairies live in dreamland."

"Is that so."

I looked up to him; and found enigmatic eyes above a wistful smile.

Very #random "vomit" #draft Open / Comment

2022-07-09 18:06:24 Our gracefully granted home
has turned into
hunting ground, filth market, survival game.
The earth is salted with flood of tears,
and concrete spread—cold, hard, and heavy.
You struggled with your best and still,
soft stems get trampled before blooming.
And I, who have grown thorns,
could only kneel and cradle
your torn buds—as I pray:

May you'll be reborn in heaven
and I'll see you again there—
as two eternal blooms.

#random #verse #draft Open / Comment

2022-07-08 17:34:23 A: *finds B browsing for books* "You're looking for... marketing books? I thought you hate anything business and finance related."

B: "I do. I hate it with passion."

A: "...? Then why??"

B: "To prove to myself that I'm NOT scared of it, and that I WILL learn about my ENEMY."

#random silly #anecdote Open / Comment