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I didn't mean to intrude,
But I had to...,
Someone had to.
I fell in love at our first conversation, but you only talked about him.
I'm confused of who I love
The lover in you..?
The mourner in you...?
The broken you.

And everything reminds you of him.
Last time we slow-danced at sunset, you told me it was his favourite song.
And the fact that we're the same height didn't help.
I sometimes think you think about him when you close your eyes...
I know your heaven is a second with him,
Everything reminds you of him,
And when they don't
You think about how they don't remind you of him.

...Cause I'm confused of who I really love
The you that was made by him...?
The lonely in you...?
The broken you.

I know I'm a tenant in your heart
But I'd give anything to be him for a minute if that makes you happy
I sometimes wonder if I come up in your conversations just like he does in ours.

The lover in you...?
The black and white in the your blue faces...?
Your multiple faces.

I know I'm a wall coming between you and his ghost
But he still finds a way to get through
I hear his words whenever you speak;
He left a scar in you.
He left a mark.

The lover in you fell for a god
And I'm a mortal man in the mood for blasphemy
I made the mistake of trying to repaint his masterpiece.

Love is just a word in your head,
And sympathy forces me to stay put
But I'm facing pity today
And don't get me wrong,
I know it's not a competition
We don't even match.

I didn't mean to intrude,
But someone had to.
It was never a competition...
I was not myself in your eyes
My loss is nailed in the coffin see,
Cause I'm a mere mortal man,
And your god,
Died.

I can never outlive his death.
To the mourner in you....

-If the grave could speak, it'd tell you to move on.
@MenAce7