2021-06-04 06:40:55
it's already in the middle of the night i was so sad and wanted to cry, my favorite song is playing and am z only one listening cause i put on my headphones, i wanted to scream and cry out loud but everyone is sleeping and i can't cry with making sound,but suddenly rain started falling and it kept raining too much i made the volume of the song to 100% wishing it even could go morethan that, and i noticed i can scream as much as i want, noone will hear me cause of the rain, then i screamed ...it felt so good, i did it again...i can feel stn getting out of my head..stn which was stacked in and was hunting me for so long, then i started on shouting every pain out loud, i spoke everything like am talking with somebody.... it felt better, as soon as i was over crying and saying my pain out, the rain stopped to..like it didn't even rained at all... then i heard foot steps..mom woke to go to the bathroom ,then she noticed that am still up.."can you go to bed young lady, i don't know why you are always on your phone and with those headphones, just go to bed rn"...she said and left me...i went to my bed without anywords , as i look at the mirror , i noticed that my eyes have been so red and tears are still falling..... it's obvious she could have seen it too, but she never asked me what happened , but i wish one day she would
#talkofmyemotions
@darkfeelingsss
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