If you know a public indigo/starseed way shower that is sincer | Mechanics of Existence

If you know a public indigo/starseed way shower that is sincere and honest but has been attacked through defamation/slander/persecution and struck down through betrayal and loss of trust in others, please refer to me as I have just lived through hell with all this stuff and I know how dark it gets. I am concerned about those who are getting attacked on this level, when I was deep in it, it was very dark and all sorts of evil was trying to destroy me, suicidal ideation inserts were used, it was horrible. They get in through unaware persecution trauma from ancient timelines. I was struck down through cellular memories of being betrayed, persecuted and stoned to death, it was horrible, I felt so alone. I don’t wish this upon anyone, no one should live through this on their own. My masculine showed up more than ever with all ancient violence, I was so angry and confused. I spent days washing myself in tears. No one should be left alone in this. If you see anyone going through something like this, please tell them they are not alone and to not listen to horrible ideas about dying. Thank you

P.S. it doesn’t matter how high we can go dimensionally and beyond dimensionalization, we are still in a human body that holds trauma and it can and does get exploited when we are not aware of it. I did have amazing people supporting me. But still, it was horrific. It made me stronger and more discerning but it definitely put me through hell