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The bright side of going through hell of having my feminine attacked/persecuted.

A whole other level of masculine emerged in multiple ways. Military/war background, highly disciplined, sharp, no-bs cut through the chase straightforwardness, in charge of dopamine receptors/sex drive. Highly successful in building structures/generating wealth. Testosterone filled, rough where needed, fit, disciplined savage (I love that in men). He is sharp unlike anything I’ve ever experienced. I submit and follow. He is what I am becoming. He says jump, I jump. He calls out my bs, I take it all and follow instructions on how to correct. I do what he says. He is too high of caliber to do petty, shady stuff so I trust him. He needs nothing as he has everything. Men of such caliber don’t play games. It’s clean. Sharp. He is all I wish to listen to.

He picked me up when I was struck down, grabbed my face and said “get up … now”. I took his hand and followed him.

Thank you source.