'why' why do i exist? is it to live or to die? why can't I ju | Nocturnal Thoughts
"why" why do i exist? is it to live or to die? why can't I just laugh why do I have to cry why can't I be true why do I have to lie why do I see the dark when I can see the light why do I like the views from the mountain and be scared of the height why can't I be good why I'm doing bad while being so sure karma is coming back it's a universal program I can't figure to hack
why can't I just listen to the voice inside why is it so loud and quite at the same time why is it feels like it's the crime i have done and can't run away to hide why is silent feels like an ocean that I can't go deep inside why is sounds makes no sense to this messed up mind of mine why does it feel the same all the days and the nights why can't I bare to see it why do I keep lossing my sight why can't I separate my mind from my soul why am i here what's my purpose, what's my role if i can't feel God and give him my ol why do I feel like I'm the precious gold that I digged to stole why is the wrong number always easy to call why is choice hard for me to handle why wasn't i able to say no to that apple why do I feel cheep while being so Noble why can't I be the man I was made to be why can't i find the truth that can set me free why didn't I eat from the Peaceful eternal tree
why is love given when i don't deserve it at all why does it keep lifting me up when I was suppose to fall why can't I feel it and stop being in control why is Real feels like the house i have but never my home why is mistake feels like it's part my bone why do I expect a headshot with no aim why do time sacrifice his pride for my shame why do I close my door and say hope never came why do i keep losing when I invented the game why do I keep pointing fingers when it was me to blame why didn't I just keep calm and trust in the name of the Creater of every time and every realm why am i I trying to find it using only my brain u can never ask the sky why it gives us rain u can only enjoy the beauty of the fall Im created to be a person I can't be nothing more!