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'why' why do i exist? is it to live or to die? why can't I ju | Nocturnal Thoughts

"why"
why do i exist?
is it to live or to die?
why can't I just laugh
why do I have to cry
why can't I be true
why do I have to lie
why do I see the dark
when I can see the light
why do I like the views from the mountain
and be scared of the height
why can't I be good
why I'm doing bad
while being so sure
karma is coming back
it's a universal program I can't figure to hack

why can't I just listen to the voice inside
why is it so loud and quite at the same time
why is it feels like it's the crime i have done and can't run away to hide
why is silent feels like an ocean that I can't go deep inside
why is sounds makes no sense to this messed up mind of mine
why does it feel the same all the days and the nights
why can't I bare to see it
why do I keep lossing my sight
why can't I separate my mind from my soul
why am i here what's my purpose, what's my role
if i can't feel God and give him my ol
why do I feel like I'm the precious gold
that I digged to stole
why is the wrong number always easy to call
why is choice hard for me to handle
why wasn't i able to say no to that apple
why do I feel cheep while being so Noble
why can't I be the man I was made to be
why can't i find the truth that can set me free
why didn't I eat from the Peaceful eternal tree

why is love given
when i don't deserve it at all
why does it keep lifting me up
when I was suppose to fall
why can't I feel it and stop being in control
why is Real feels like the house i have
but never my home
why is mistake feels like it's part my bone
why do I expect a headshot with no aim
why do time sacrifice his pride for my shame
why do I close my door and say hope never came
why do i keep losing when I invented the game
why do I keep pointing fingers
when it was me to blame
why didn't I just keep calm and trust in the name
of the Creater of every time and every realm
why am i I trying to find it using only my brain
u can never ask the sky why it gives us rain
u can only enjoy the beauty of the fall
Im created to be a person
I can't be nothing more!

late night thoughts
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