'isn't it so beautiful how free and effortless it seems when i | Nocturnal Thoughts
"isn't it so beautiful how free and effortless it seems when it moves?" She asked looking at the view of the ocean from where she stand taking her time admiring it like it was her first time seeing the ocean flow. " it is beautiful" i replied looking at her eyes falling deep in her mind cause the way she thinks makes me feel like I'm high not like the drugs I took more like the plane I never fly and then she looked back at me and said "it's like life right?, the ocean? how it's beautiful and toxic at the same time. how calm it can be in the light then get messy and loud when it's not so bright and you think you figured it out before you fall deep inside. seeing the light fade away slowly and the sun no longer shine. before the air you take for granted is hidden for you to find. thinking it was better to fight the waves then to dive. realizing the only thing that never changes was the fact that everything change though time. before you feel the pressure and the tension before you lost your sight. before hope is no longer an option cause u drowning fast as if you jump from a cliff that was so high thinking it is the end this is the time to go down like everyone else there is no point for you to fight just remembering how easy it was when u were in the other side seeking to find the beauty of it while being in the dark cause after all u got to survive. even when you can't. just like life right?" she asked and stare back at the ocean like it was her first time. as I was staring at her falling deep in her mind and find my ocean in her beautiful eye.
