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2021-12-24 11:27:18 #review
*Words*
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My words seem to me like the prisoners who are always on the lookout of a jailbreak. Trying to escape nausea and suffocation of this human body and just flow with the melted air!

My words seem to me like the slaughtered soldiers, who gave in every ounce of their body to fulfil the purpose and make a statement. A statement harbingering vows, wishes, guilt and hopes.

My words seem to me like the despondent widow, who has lost purpose! Life seems like trauma to them. With their adornments of punctuation marks, similes and allusions taken away, they struggle hard to make peace with life and lie alone on a white sheet of paper.

My words seem to me like pearls of my favourite necklace. Broken and shattered due to all the frictions which my chest went against! Behind the curtains and under the sofa, those pearls now lie in the darkest areas of the room, away from my reach. I try looking out for them and my fingers brush against layers of dust which somehow surreptitiously made its home in my home!

My words seem to me like a collection of handicapped letters, hoping to find someone who'd sew them together to make a point!

My words seem to me like a tranquillizer, relieving me of the attacks of the incomprehensibility of my self-composed queries pertinent to my insecurities.

My words are a part of me. No actually, I'm a part of my words. Trying hard to build a sensible sentence which makes sense and does not loses its identity in the line up of paragraphs!

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2021-12-21 21:52:49 #review
I was dreaming
But i shouldn't
Bcz nightmares hurt
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2021-12-21 21:48:47 #review
Not a saint
I made mistakes
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2021-12-18 07:56:20 "mysterious soul energy"
Chapter~02{healing Academy}

He woke up by the bright light bothering his eyes, sat down and looked around confused for a few moments, when he suddenly remembered that he had to go to register today..., he closed his eyes and put himself on the bed again. He was falling asleep again when he suddenly saw that he was getting up and turning at the same time, he opened his eyes and looked in front of him, everything was upside down!
Surprisingly, he analyzed his surroundings when his grandfather's voice came to him:"sleepy boy, from now on you are going to be a classmate with the girls. Learn some order. It is really unfortunate. Get ready soon. Do not be late for the first day."Then Kai felt he fell and fell, he gathered his face with pain and realized that his grandfather had lifted him from his feet at that time and he had turned upside down, not his room …!
After preparing and eating breakfast, he went out of the house and saw his grandfather waiting for him. He ran to him and said, "I'm ready. "
He finally got to the academy, there were girls and women everywhere, he felt kinda anxious, and lowered his head and walked behind his grandfather,
Entering the management room, the lady sitting at the table raised her head and looked at them With a questioning face and said, "welcome, can I help you?"
"We came to register," said the grandfather.
When the grandfather's words were over, the laughter of the girls could be heard. The manager yelled at them, "Be quiet!" "And you,boy, introduce yourself."
Kai went a step further and said, "Im Kai ,from thunder tribe and I'm twelve ."
"Classes start early in the morning and last until the afternoon, the academy is open until sunset in the afternoon and you can come to practice if you want," manager said

while filling out the form. And then she got up and left the room and told them, "Follow me." A few girls and a woman were in the room, as if their they were in the middle of teaching.
"this is your class and she is Miss Jia ,your teacher, and these are your classmates." manager said.

Kai greeted them and introduced himself.

The manager and grandfather left the classroom. Miss Jia, with a surprise that she tried to hide it , showed Kai's place to him and Kai sat on his seat, then he heard whispers and laughters,he thought that he had to adapt to it, because wherever he went, he would hear the same thing.

Miss Jia began to speak : " You use healing in normal times or in time of war .
the situation is not the same and you should be able to be careful and increase the speed of your work , and sometimes even an innocent person may lose his life due to your carelessness, Gather and practice and listen carefully to the lessons and tips, just as you can kill a person with your carelessness .

With a lot of focus and practice you can bring an almost dead person back to life."

And then she went to the table where a big fish, which seemed to be not alive, was layed.
Then she told Kai and the others, "Come on, pay attention to the words and gestures."
students moved, kai was thinking in his mind (are we going to cook fish,to bring a dead man back with eating it? and he laughed silently )
they came close to the table.

Ms. Jia said as she raised her hand, "Soul energy has accumulated in your body. Fighters move the soul energy by applying pressure to some point, causing their energy to flow in the body and then pulling it out."
"It does, but this pressure has no effect on the healing soul energy .You must first find its core and then release it and calm it down. Flow that part of the soul energy and bring it to the palm of your hand. See , like this."

Then a light and turquoise energy spread like light on the palm of her hand , then she placed it on the fish's body, saying : "This fish is injured and in a bad state, but by finding the damaged part and repairing it, the fish can live again."

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2021-12-16 20:28:24 "Mysterious soul energy"
Chapter~01.5 {soul energy exam}

After reaching home , Kai finally greeted grandfather and went to sit next to him, the grandfather patted Kai's head and said: "Welcome! are you tired?"

Kai thought to himself to wait until finishing eating, then talking about his soul energy.
And he answered with an artificial laugh: "Grandpa, yes; a lot ... I ran all the way here, I'm going to the kitchen ,to Marie and will tell her to prepare food for me"

Kai nodded and took a deep breath. Then turned his head to find Marie ,she was looking at him suspiciously, kai laughed and got closer, then said, "What did Marie made with her golden hand today?"
he went and sat down at the table.

"What's the matter?" Marie asked as she prepared food:"I feel like something is weird with you today."

And she put the food in front of Kai on the table. Kai quickly replied, "no... everything is fine."
And without looking he began to eat.suddenly marie said: "But you did not even notice the mushroom in the food and ate it."

After hearing this, Kai stopped eating and drank all the water in the glass, hoping that the mushrooms would go down, then he coughed.

Marie came near Kai and hit him twice in the back, then Kai returned to normal.
Marie looked at him seriously, and said :"Well ... now tell me what happened?"

Kai leaned back in his chair impatiently, then got up and said: "Let's go there, I have to tell Grandpa too."

On the way, until he arrived, he thought over a thousand ways of how to say and at last he took a deep breath and went to sat in front of his grandfather. Marie stand beside him.

Grandpa stopped reading and said: "from the second you arrived, it was as if you wanted to say something. Tell me, let me see what happened."

Kai raised his head and immediately, without noticing what was going through his mind, said, "I am turquoise. No i mean ... .. Huff", he looked desperately at the roof and blinked, then said, "Haha, congratulations!"

"Today, I took the test of soul energy. and guess what the result was?
, my soul energy was turquoise… .. the first boy with the turquoise power of healing in the whole history…."

And then he leaned back and looked at Grandpa's face.

After a few moments of silence, the grandfather looked at Kai's worried face with a smile and said:"You must be very tired from the morning. Go and rest. We have to go register tomorrow morning and we have a lot of work to do"

Then he patted his hand on Kai's shoulder and left. Kai blinked in surprise and looked at Marie, Marie also shrugged and left. Kai got up and walked to his room.

from the morning he had been faced with things that had occupied his mind and he was so tired that by the time he entered the room he threw himself on the bed and before reaching the pillow he fell asleep.


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2021-12-16 08:20:48 I am a woman, and I am the universe.
You told me I am pretty;
Yes, I am pretty by my thoughts.
You told me I can't go outside
Yes, I am still on the ground.
You told me I am uneducated,
Yes, I still believe in you.
You told me I am arrogant,
Yes, I am too confident about myself.
You told me I can't write my thoughts,
Yes, I am writing my Destiny.
You told me I am just a woman,
Yes, but I am the goddess too.
You told me I can't handle power,
That's why I rule the universe.
You told me I can't fly,
But you can't handle my flight.
You told me my eyes are beautiful,
Yes, I can burn the evil with just a glance.
You told me you are a cry baby,
Yes, all my tears are wasteful for this selfish world.
But I will still stand,
Still fight with all the stress and problems.
Standing in the middle and working for my own life.
Who I am?
I am a woman and I am the universe
#nikita
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2021-12-15 23:25:17 The sacred night"!
In the ocean of waves
Within the darkness of night
Whispering the unheard voice
Just like an hoax in form of reality

I knew it would be hard
The road would be more tough
The strength loses its might
Yelling is just in vain

I kept thinking day by day
Your memories turned to miseries night by night
I wish I never knew you nor could have met you
My brain keeps reminiscing the "Sacred night"
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2021-12-15 20:02:24 "Mysterious soul energy"
Chapter.01 {soul Energy exam}

There was a commotion everywhere. People could be seen everywhere at the entrance test site. Some were spectators and some were teenagers .

A group of participants eagerly awaited their turn.

Kai was standing In a corner of the crowd with a numb, slightly sad face. As a child, he could not use his soul energy like the rest of his peers, and he was always ridiculed.

He was thinking and suddenly the loud and startled voice of the people brought him to himself, he went a little higher on his foot and went forward to see what had happened ?!

And he noticed that the people were surprised and talking about the result of the test of Nicholas, the famous disciple of the tribe of sky.
It was a test to measure the soul energy of the academy's entrances.

( The touch of the sacred sphere by the weakest warrior turned it green, and with increasing power the colors yellow, orange, red, brown, and black appeared, respectively. and there were only a few geniuses in the land who could apear the black . and it was usually yellow when most of the participants touched it. )

But when Nicholas touched it, the sphere had turned orange.

Everyone called him a genius with surprise, and a group insisted that the sphere was broken: /

After Nicholas came down from the test stand, the test taker picked up the list of participants and read the name of the next person: "The next participant is Kai from the Thunder tribe."

There was silence for a moment, and then some people started laughing, one of the participants shouted from the crowd: "Do you want to take the test from that loser? He can not even pull out his soul energy."

And then again everyone started laughing.

Kai sighed and nodded . he continued on his way, it was not his fault that he had never been able to use his power, he had tried all the ways and done what the other children were doing but to no avail.

Finally he reached the test site, was walking slowly, as if he did not want to reach the sphere quickly, he finally reached to the sphere then blinked for a few seconds, raised his hand and finally put it on that sphere , unconsciously closed his eyes tightly.

The crowd was in a strange silence. After a few moments and hearing the laughter and surprise of the people, he opened his eyes, he was waiting to see the green color, but what he saw was the turquoise color, he felt that his body was frozen and his soul was separated from his body.

The color division of soul energies starts with blue, turquoise, then green, yellow, and so on.

Those who have the power of blue spirit are the common people whose spiritual power can be used only in daily affairs, and those who have the power of turquoise are doctors who ... are mostly women…. , and only those who have green soul energy can change it , improve it, and strengthen their own soul energy. They can turn it yellow, orange and…. . and they can fight.

Shocked and surprised, Kai came down from the stand, one person from the crowd said, "Bro, you came the wrong way. Instead of coming to the martial arts academy, you should go and learn healing with the girls," and they started laughing.

Another person shouted, "Don't make fun of him, can't you see we have a genius?The first boy in history to have the Turquoise energy ."

Kai ran and left the test site. There were many things he wanted to think about, but his brain was more empty than ever, and he did not even know exactly what to do now.
He saw that he had been reached home for so long, he did not know how to explain what happened today to his grandfather.."

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2021-12-14 16:09:39 pitch-dark nights/

by authur michael tupu

I sit under trees sketching
the things that could've been
on the black and white canvas
five light years away.

you jog my memory,
to a place I once knew,
and whisper whistles
in the pitch dark,

of stabbing words winding
down my chest chirping
gurgling sounds that
reverberate 'round
the weeping chest.

a chest-
of empty drawers drawn
silhouettes hollowing out
everything I once knew,
I'm beginning to hate even
the beautiful things.

you whisper out
whirling songs waving
at mosaics and frescoes
fuming in situ for-ever
because they couldn't dance

but I enjoy, I actually do—
for a little while when
you're caliginous, when
the twigs and sprigs dance,

moving in sync with the world,
the sky and the oceans,
and yet two things
remain unbothered
—peace and silence.
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2021-12-14 13:12:02 "Mysterious soul energy"
Chapter.00 {Prologue}

When you once had a dream, you had a goal and a passion, but the world puts you in a different direction.
The path that is in the opposite direction of that dream.

And then you decide to adapt, you move on with life, and you live in a new way that you never imagined.

But then, subconsciously, by this world, you are turned in such a way and you take a path that you are subconsciously taken to that dream and your initial goal, but…. Here, this time, at this point, you have no memory of that old dream.

The path you took during this period has changed your actions and beliefs during this period and has even taken you in the opposite direction from your original dream to the extent that you no longer remember that goal and desire and stare at the white wall of memories of that dream to explore a bit of information , a bit of a common point.

It may be the easiest thing to surrender or get confused and turn away from that old dream, but you stay, you stabilize and you find your old self again, you close your eyes for a moment from the path of the past, so you can start again in the opposite direction.

After a while, you come to your senses and see that you were able to hold both paths together, and find a common path between these two opposite paths, and take a step in it , then you can see how the same opposite path that you have taken for a while accompanies and helps in the path of your dream, and you use its teachings in the new path.

Wanted to fight
Became a healer
Then had to harm,
World is actually playing isn't?

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