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Talk To Life - Talk Poetry


Name: Emin

About: I love listening to music, taking pictures, reading poems and prose and sometimes just writing down what I have in mind.
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Title: You and I - II


... Breaks.
Started as a normal day, I called. But as usual you forgot and came late.
The anger, disappointment and terror vanished at the sight of your face.

All my heart cared about was You, and you're here now. Struggling to show you a calm, confident girl, I kept my hands in between my tighs, as they had went dead cold and even shaking.

I wasn't sure how to start, how about small talk I thought, "how was your day?", you didn't really answer me. Just looked at me so annoyed by the fact that I made you came all the way. Yet managed to give me a fake smile.
Fake meant trying right. It's good, so I told myself.
Defeaning silence. I can hear my heart beat so fast.

I built up the courage to ask another question, here we go "Why are you so distant and unhappy when you're with me, am I the problem?" once again you looked at me so annoyed. Trying not to repeat the same excuse you've been giving me for the last couple of weeks, which kinda feels like years actually.
"I've already told you, it has nothing to do with you". Maybe it doesn't, but I knew what held you penned, it's that stupid promise you made when you were craving, the promise that made me love you with everything I had, that same shitty promise that stole my innocence.

My heart screaming No, I blurted "you can go", you looked at me confused as you just got here. I'm not sure what you were expecting, but this wasn't it.

"You're not the one ending it, I am. And goddamn it's not because I don't love you. I don't wanna say more, just go, we're done". Then came the real awkward silence.
As you stood up I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I bow my head quick, so you wouldn't pity me. I finally got you speechless didn't I.
You hugged me as you pulled me up. I couldn't hold it anymore. I felt my heart drown. You kissed me. You turned. You went...