And I find myself wondering if you would give that up.. The yo | Scribbles

And I find myself wondering if you would give that up..
The you that lives when he doesn't,
would you bring him back to life
and cease to exist?
A coffin for two - but only one can reside in it.
He was there first.
And he made a home out of it.
But I see you wondering every now and then if you could let him out,
would you choose to be in it?
*Claustrophobic*

I see you.
I see everyday when the grief takes bits of you,
and the survival eats what's left of it.

To you that mourns him everyday,
To you that continued to exist.

I see you struggle with every breath you take, thinking how he doesn't.
To you that continued to live when he didn't.

To you that is still here,
that survived,
I see you struggling to live
longer than the time you knew him alive.

I see grief,
I see bruised blue,
and in the midst of all this sadness
I see you.

-A coffin for two (III)


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