2021-07-27 04:28:28
What’s funny about all of this is I was an atheist for a decade, really 11 years, following the death of my mother who spent the previous 7 years breaking her back to work two jobs while going to school to become a minister. She was diagnosed with cancer 3 weeks after graduating. She died 3 years later when I was 17, just before my senior year in high school.
I made fun of people who went to church, sang Christian songs, and did Christian things- laughed even.
Those were the hardest 11 years of my life. And in year 11 I decided the only thing I hadn’t tried to get myself out of the massive hole I was in was God/Jesus and I felt God, my mom, and my then gf, now wife, urging me to do it through whispers in my mind.
I did. Then I found true evil when I learned about Epstein island in 2016 on 4chan. Then I was there when Q showed up. Then I found out alllllllll the rest of it and I learned so much more about evil than I ever cared to know. For 5 years straight I was digging into it every single day- couldn’t help it. Scared me good tho. I felt convicted to spread the truth online about the evil of this world, like I owed it in repayment for the sinful way I lived. Then I reverse engineered all of it to know about God/Jesus. It took me all this time to come full circle, read the Bible for myself, and I finally fully converted to a “Jesus Freak” just recently despite having chosen God’s side years ago.
Now, after all this, only one thing matters- people MUST know about God/Jesus, your soul’s eternity depends on it.
In case you haven’t been paying attention- we are getting close to the end and it’s all being played out as foretold in the Bible.
Everything that was written true then is still true today - same people, same war, same strategies, all hidden from public view, kept secret from us, but it’s boiling over onto the surface for all to see now.
So why the sudden change of heart posting ?
That’s why.
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