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Hey I am just happy I found you here can I also join this group? I don’t know how it works yet. Sending love and light and kindness in this dark nights.

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2021-11-07 06:50:48 Putting way showers on a pedestal and expecting perfection is toxic. Some of us went in first because we had the courage to say “no more” to this system. We did not say “hey, I’m perfect, follow me”, we decided to figure out how to get ourselves out of the mess. We went in with all of our pathologies and trauma and shared how we dealt with it all. And then when we get attacked and taken aback because we don’t know what that next step entails, all of a sudden we are judged. What the actual ***. I see so many attacked right now. People who saw horrendous stuff on this planet and went to get answers and were honest that we don’t have all the answers but are taking the steps to figure it out are now being blamed and judged. It’s crazy how narcissistic and entitled some humans can be. I’ve been receiving reports of many being attacked, persecuted etc. Wow! So to all who are attacking way showers … “Why didn’t you go and do it all? Why didn’t you put yourself on the line? Why didn’t you go and pave the path while all sorts of stuff was thrown at you? A bunch of power-hungry rookies that think they figured something out are calling out every mistake and a slip of someone else, trying to gain attention and validate themselves.

Not everyone wanted to be in the public eye but we didn’t really have many other choices. We could not sit there and be OK with not many showing up for the innocent beings on this planet while there is so much suffering. We could not sit there and be OK with so much pain and hurt on this planet. So we went in. I can’t stand being a public person anymore, I never really liked it. Some of us showed up pretty much daily and shared enough data for others to now take it from here in many ways. Sharing the stuff that we’ve been sharing so openly isn’t exactly a walk in the park. We get attacked from all directions. So, who’s next on the frontlines? Because many of us are no longer going to be doing what we have been doing. The last thing I want right now is to be a public person on social media. I would like to work with 3% out of all spiritual community that have already gone through hell and back and that are beyond victim consciousness, staying in toxic dynamics, blaming other people, compromising own self in dynamics where they are clearly not receiving what they wish. All this relationship drama got old quick, it doesn’t even make sense anymore. If something isn’t working out, just walk away and get back your quanta, it is simple. No need to keep talking about it and definitely no need to keep suffering and getting drained. It is time to create some thing of an entirely different caliber. The organic templating for masculine and feminine dynamics has already anchored. At this time I am not offering any sessions but I may do so later, probably in a different format altogether.

Next level is letting go of everything that is occupying the mind/energy so that there is less static in creational patterns. Next level is not for everyone. I am not for everyone whatsoever (what do you think happened to me after the last blow … I’ll never be what I was).

Next level is minimalism, minimum distractions of any kind. Next level is “If it’s draining, I’m outta there”

Next level is the CEO … of own life/creation ~ Zarina

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2021-11-06 14:57:03 The matrix poverty program is one of the deepest and most unconscious programs to overcome in most people. It ties into the victim/blame consciousness trap and the deep-rooted matrix program that “money is evil.”

It also has infected spirituality, the “truther community” and the distortion of “service to others” with more and more people becoming entitled and wanting things, knowledge, services, etc. for free, or as cheap as possible with the least effort on their own and not valuing another’s labor/work.

With the rise of the internet, google, social media and “free” access to information, this entitlement of wanting to consume and receive more and more without giving/paying has increased to the point of complaining if something costs anything.

This matrix poverty-entitlement program has also planted the seed for the “Great Reset” and the globalist socialist/communist take-over with the dangling carrot of “free universal income, “free education”, “free health care”, where “you’ll be happy and own nothing”. People also get hooked on government hand outs for more “free money”.

But nothing is “free” in the entire universe. Any aspiring entrepreneurs know that. There is a “price”to be paid for everything. It is also directly related to your inner value/worth which cannot even be counted in $ just like true abundance and wealth go beyond $….yet, it is all interrelated.

It’s a universal law, not a man made law and there will always be karmic consequences in correspondence to the metaphysical occult law of entrapment as people are tempted with “free” stuff, getting them more hooked on mommy government keeping them stuck in endless victim/perpetrator cycles. It’s the basis for the debt trap as well.

On top of it, most people deal with the “I’m not good enough program” that keeps them stuck in unconscious self-sabotage cycles. What I’ve noticed is that most people don’t deal with fear of failure but unconscious fear of success and their own power, another matrix program that also relates to unconscious trauma, ancestral trauma and parental programming as well.

Hording and being afraid of spending money is part of poverty consciousness. I’ve met a few millionaires and billionaires who are still living in poverty consciousness and still experience “lack”. No amount of $ will ever fill that [inner] lack.

I know my poverty program was related to that as well as a distorted understanding of what it means to be “spiritual” and “of service” and I didn’t have inner value due to childhood wounding/past life trauma which was reflected externally. It took a lot of effort, self-work and most I importantly, investing into myself to heal and transmute it.

Part of creating a new timeline and seizing the opportunity without feeding the doom and gloom fear frequency is to take freedom in our own hands but this level of freedom also demands a level of self-responsibility many people are not ready to face for it asks you to get out of the victim/blame consciousness which is also the basis for the matrix poverty program that keeps people enslaved in an invisible prison out of their own [manipulated] free will. All there is, are lessons.

- Bernhard Guenther
www.veilfreality.com
@timeoftransition

“No, even if we needed no money at all it would still be necessary to keep this payment. It rids us at once of many useless people. Nothing shows up people so much as their attitude towards money. They are ready to waste as much as you like on their own personal fantasies but they have no valuation whatever of another person’s labor. I must work for them and give them gratis everything that they vouchsafe to take from me. ‘How is it possible to trade in knowledge? This ought to be free.’ It is precisely for this reason that the demand for this payment is necessary. Some people will never pass this barrier.”

- Gurdjieff

Here are two articles that go deeper into this topic:

- Money, Spirituality, and Energy
https://veilofreality.com/money-spirituality-energy

- Opening the Flow
https://montalk.net/metaphys/88/opening-the-flow

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2021-11-05 20:48:43 Hmmm so majority of males have been shoved into battlefields and trained to carry out will of those who hold world’s wealth and control everyone like chess pieces on the board. Once he clears violence which is basically leaking, unstable energy, he can direct it to create anything he puts his mind to.

So the breakdown goes like this:

*Retrieve power/drive from the pits of military assimilation as well as emotional avoidance about what that assimilation did when it comes to having to close the heart and deal with not being home with his beloved and family. Clear disappointment in humanity and trauma of being betrayed.

*Stop proving himself to the world which is again … leaking energy. Severe all ties to everyone who is not going where he is going.

*Clear mind from everything and focus on only what he is creating in union with his female.

*Build and defend the fortress of him and his female’s love and the fruits of that love.

*Allow himself to choose his highest female within himself and hold her as she is holding him.

*Go home

I’m going home …

Goodbye world ~ Zarina

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2021-11-05 19:06:07 There is immense strength in that masculine fragment that’s been buried in violence of military programming. In some cases it is very challenging to retrieve the fragment but it holds profound strength of the heart. Many males closed their hearts and left their innocence behind during those military trainings. In ancient times men were trained to shut down emotions and hearts. It seems like that fragment is a major piece of resurrecting our protector male

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2021-11-04 07:40:17 Those of us clearing collective masculine violence … he is having a hard time dealing with all that’s coming up. It is extremely challenging to remember all the bloodshed we have been a part of and what it took to kill, what it felt like on those battlefields killing other humans. His innocence is in panic when he feels all of it, she needs to be able to hold him as he purges. I’ve been deep in it, I now recognize I am feeling the collective male en mass, what it did to us men (I was in a male body multiple times) … having to take other’s lives in those timelines where we were deep in dark ages. My male keeps saying “I was not like this before”, there is so much guilt, he is switching from being ok and centered to not knowing what to do with himself. This is happening within me and reflected in the physical.

It is not possible to be neutral and stable in stations of our identities that are fragmented and stuck in extreme polarity. This is what we understand neutrality for, to apply when needed. That’s where I apply my innerstanding of neutrality to integrate polarity in this situation where yet and other ancient fracture has been brought up to the surface. There is a massive fracture in the male that needs to be healed. I don’t have words to describe what this is like … facing the killer within that is beyond hurt … our men have been through severe trauma of having to be violent.

I feel that once some of us clear this, the collective will follow and a lot of the men will be stepping into protector mode. We cannot wake them up to everything that is happening in the collective and have them see it while the violence is not resolved because we are going to have extreme chaos. Some of you saw what came out of me when I was faced with life-threatening persecution, my masculine came out wanting to destroy everyone involved. This is why we are doing this right now, this is why it is coming up, so that we can neutralize it. We cannot proceed with violence. This is why I have been crying and letting him release everything that is coming up so it no longer lives in my DNA and in the collective of our men.

From a killer to nonviolent warrior ~ Zarina

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2021-11-03 03:38:00 I have been called a sadist by females for sharing the most powerful coding that delivered me from longing for the masculine to now receiving support, care, love and provision from him. He wants to pursue her, he wants to give her whatever he can, he enjoys training her, he enjoys pleasuring her, he likes it when she keeps her energy to herself, he likes it when she takes space and lets him watch her on a distance, craving to be let back in when she cultivates a new aroma.

Take care of your feminine. Take her away from the madness of the world and so-called spiritual communities that do not value her and only care when she has something to give.

You know you are doing something right when 97% of people do not agree with you ~ Zarina

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2021-11-03 03:37:59 It is dangerous to share deep stuff with those who are not ready. It is outright reckless to be so open and give so much to those who cannot comprehend that level of love. True love and care isn’t fake sweetness like aspartame that satisfies and validates someone’s addictions to misery.

Learn from my mistakes, save yourself heartbreak of betrayal and pain/shock of persecution. Be careful being so open with those who have not gone as deep as you have.

Don’t let anyone close that is not of your caliber/breed because eventually they will want to knock you down to validate themselves. Be attentive when someone puts you on a pedestal and keeps apologizing to you for nothing out of own insecurities, eventually you’ll be blamed for everything so they can accept themselves.

I gave so much of myself to everyone for years, I could care less about creating business, I wanted to show up for all. And I did … almost daily. Free content nonstop. Dealing with attacks nonstop. And what happened? Many chose to point at my weakness of turmoil during persecution just like in ancient witch trials where females were forced to admit to something we did not do. Thank God I was shown who would be by my side during the worst moments of my life and who is only there for the goodies I bring. People paint their own idea of who you are in their own mind and then they are waiting for you to fall from there. It doesn’t matter how many times I said that I had a bad temper, upbringing that included hanging out with dangerous people and that I am still dealing with it and that I am not fully embodied otherwise I would be able to dematerualize and rematerialize at will … I have not met anyone that is fully embodied but we have a bunch of delusional so-called starseeds that think that they are so high up where in reality it’s only a partial ascension where their physical self is still a dork. It doesn’t matter how many times you say that you are still working on yourself, they will try to knock you down because they want to validate themselves. I suggest to not romanticize about humanity but rather love most humans on the distance.

Be attentive of female envy. Females can be the most conniving snakes beyond imagination while speaking spiritual language. Some men too. As a woman, it is outright reckless to let another woman into your life, close to you that is not of your caliber because 90% chances are, you are going to get a knife in your back and she will start doing weird stuff to validate herself.

Not everyone understands that in order to rehabilitate the masculine warrior, we have to face inner violence. Historically, the strongest, most fit men were taken to army across all nations. The weaker men are the ones that were left to garden and whatever else (for the most part). I’ve been a brutal killer in multiple lifetimes, I have been a general who executed liars and traitors, I’ve hunted down those who killed my beloved female. I’m a savage … In rehabilitation. I have seen it all and when it shows up, people run away as if this is something unexpected. Many people are very cowardly.

You can have the most pure of intention and people will never appreciate it because they don’t care what you have to go through in order to deliver what you are delivering. You can adore someone and genuinely want to pull them out of the mud and then be blamed for it later and accused of being an abuser. This is also why some men are called narcissists, they simply call certain things out in a female that she does not want to see.

Many of us took a big leap and are now being anchored into a completely new timeline. The process is very uncomfortable but the people and everything on the other side are of an entirely different caliber.

There are certain things that cannot be shared publicly because people get extremely triggered. Female misery cannot be called out without her lashing out.

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2021-11-02 22:10:42 To “submit” to superb guidance in architecting own being isn’t being submissive in a way of being someone’s slave. A potent male isn’t going to bother building a woman up that isn’t following his command, his time and energy are too valuable to be wasted. He isn’t trying to own her or control her, he does not need that at all … he is telling her what steps to take to get herself out of having to be unnecessarily exposed to so many who do nothing but drain her and cause chaos (social media, low voltage friends/connections etc). And because it is in her best interest to follow his guidance, he does not need to ask her, he tells her how it is and what to do. In my own case, everything he’s been telling me has been doing nothing but making me better in every way. He actually cares and is a true friend.

There are men who really don’t play games with women, they don’t have time for petty stuff. When he shows up, he is showing up to bring her deeper into life and freedom from insanity of the world. But a woman has to be ready for such a man because until she is out of victim consciousness and longing for a man from a place of dampness, she will probably consider him to be cold, unemotional and harsh, but he is the one that actually cares ~ Zarina

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2021-11-02 16:35:51 It may be beneficial to observe how high level business men that are friends communicate with each other. It’s a different paradigm and caliber all together. They are not “sensitive” and easily offended. These guys crack jokes at each other all the time, there is no heavy emotional crap. Call the experience in if you wish. The people at the top are the ones that never play victim. The highest caliber of people very rarely talk about others. Also it is good to learn from these people how to deal with haters and rest of menace. After that initial disappointment in many humans and seeing them for what they are, they just stop emotionally reacting to hate, slander stories and projections. Every successful person has a whole trail of haters behind them. Also not all celebrities are in the illuminati, and some of them who got initiated don’t even understand what it is, they are lied to. There are some amazing people in this world with lots of wealth who are going to be awakened by source.

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2021-11-01 18:08:52 I’ve been dying a phantom death … I no longer am what I used to be. The world is going through the same ~

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