Precious Love

2021-09-27 23:21:10 I. Will. Survive.

Being so negative
I haven't looked back this long
And when I do, it startled me
There was no one around
I am the only one left.

I was that upset
termed stoic
as well heroic
when love begets work
pulling everything to push through.

I may not know it all along
I am a survivor
For that I must believe—be positive
Before focusing to a throng
I have myself first to explore.

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2021-09-27 00:55:33 (s)nap
lelouchclassa

Being with no one
reluctantly trying
to find, I will
out of it, snap

Being with you
feeling something
still missing, leaving
like waking from a nap

laugh, joke around
my heart you haunt
I can't, out of this nap or dream
I cannot snap out of this ethereal.


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2021-09-21 22:46:45 2:30a.m.—it's great! We're still talking. Yes, with you. Or so I thought. You've already dozed off maybe, since you've not seen yet my chat half an hour ago. Well, that's okay. I still have work to do. I'm about to finish it, so maybe I still have to stay awake. I have this matcha milk tea. Kind of that we drink when we were at Starbucks at this same time, since there was no curfew back then. It tastes the same! Just a bit bitter when I think you're not close. Heck, when will we be again together?


A pandemic diary: I miss my friends tho
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2021-09-20 15:19:32 afternoon shadows
lelouchclassa

Late at day still groggy
get me water, come near me.
There's this another good movie
while you embrace me.

Focused on the story,
focused on you;
story not of the movie
but us, the most important.

late at night up and awake
we were at this lake
so romantic to try across
so great a memory to toss.

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2021-09-20 00:39:00 @preciouslove Open / Comment

2021-09-19 04:47:48 You showed me colors
You know I
can't see with anyone else ...

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2021-09-18 17:24:45 Tears fall for stilled, meek
lelouchclassa

out she comes, and these tears
random someone I thought
told me I should
wait.

the dead of the night
keeps waking me up not
telling who
she is.

neither can I recall
no matter how hard
I was and keep on
trying.

Is there anything I must
do for the voice my head
is having reservation for
keeping?

It comes from the void
to me, though I barely
could hear the whispered
the promises.

Which are those? My heart
seems not fluttering,
like numb
for her.

i wish i can do
something anything for her.

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2021-09-18 17:22:12 Open / Comment

2021-09-17 21:23:19 Who says I'm weak? I am not a coward!
It's just that ... you
are my soft spot.

And I don't intend to work on that.

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2021-09-17 16:25:18 You remind me everyday
I'm not enough
but I still
stay ...

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