DeepThoughts

2022-03-28 09:31:06 I wish I could speak and tell everything. Everything that happened and everything that I can feel. All that I been through and how much I’m hurting right now. I want to tell you what people have done to me, what you’ve done to me. Everything affects me, even if it seems like its nothing to you. I need to let everything out, I want to cry in front of you and tell you the real story, but I know you don't really care. I need to unload these thoughts and these feelings. I must tell you how my emotions are killing me inside, but you’re not listening, no one is listening. I need someone, someone who cares and listens. I want to speak, but the words won’t come out because I know no one likes to listen and know. Open / Comment

2022-03-28 09:22:30 How old are you? Open / Comment

2021-11-18 18:01:30 Right person, wrong timing.

Does this mean, when the time is right they will become each others' person again?
-we don't want pain, and the one who break us can't be the cure.
Or, the relationship just end and they have to move on. Maybe if they meet up at the right time, they are meant to be together?

Is it really about time? Do you even know when the time is right to date someone?

This is my own opinion.

It's not really about timing. Maybe it is. However the truth is, the right person is timeless. And it's up to both you, to be the right person for each other, and make the time right. There's no other way.

When you're right for each other, you make time for each other no matter how busy you are, or how pack your schedule is.

You know you're with the right person, when they made you feel secure even when you thought you give too much in the relationship.

With the right person, you don't think too much on how to make it work. You just do. Although there are circumstances, rather than making excuses, you see opportunities.

Some people broke up because they are "not ready" for the relationship, giving excuses like maybe the relationship will work better in the future.
It's a lie, because if they really want to be the right person it will be apparent. Timing won't be the issue.

For the people who truly want to be together, the issue of timing would just be irrelevant. Open / Comment

2021-11-18 12:01:02 Be thankful for everything that happened in the past. You may not be proud of what you did or the struggles you had to deal with, but it’s already behind you so you might as well leave it there. Rather than looking back at it as a mistake, think of it as a blessing. You have a lot more knowledge than you did back then and you probably won’t make the same mistake again. Open / Comment

2021-11-18 08:37:41 Move on? Yes it hurts, Cry as much as you want. Cry to ease your heavy heart. Cry and let it all out. This is how you move on. You let yourself feel all those feelings.

Literally just let yourself feel the pain. Don’t be scared of the empty feelings or of the disappointment and rejection that’s crashing around inside you right now. You will feel more pain. It will hurt even more. Let it happen.

Embrace it. Embrace the pain. You have to feel it. But you take the pain positively. You use it as a lesson. Do not waste your time trying to get over him. Your heart will get over him as soon as it’s ready. Do not rush into things. One day, you’ll wake up and there will be no pain left in your heart. One day, you’ll see him, but you won’t feel a single thing. Yes, that time would come. But not now. 

Think about it and don’t keep pushing the thoughts away. You can do it. You can move on. One day, you’ll look back, and you’ll just smile at these memories.

— feel the pain until it hurts no more because fixing a broken heart is not done in just one day Open / Comment

2021-11-18 07:00:25 When we fall in love, we often become selfless. We started to care less about ourselves and to care more about someone who means the world to us even if they don’t love us back. We started to care too much for them when in fact, they don’t even give a shit about us. That’s the magic of being in love, love can change people. We give and give even though we know that we will get nothing in return. Love is selfish but in some cases, it can also be selfless. Open / Comment

2021-11-17 18:01:16 Stop begging for other people’s time, love, attention, and affection.

You deserve so much more than all the rejection and the pain you get from sticking with them. You don’t deserve to be treated as an option, a second choice.

You can’t always be on the sidelines all your life, waiting for them to see you the way you see them; waiting for them to treat you the way you treat them. Because of them, you ignore the ones who truly love you. You forget that there are other people who beg for your time, attention, love, and affection, too. You forget that there are people who want to make you happy. Those people don’t deserve you.

- be smart enough to know who’s worth the pain and who isn't Open / Comment

2021-11-17 12:00:36 Do you even know that she has a heart as hard as rock and a soul as cold as ice? She doesn’t trust anyone and she’s not clingy either. But for you, she let her guards down. You should feel extra fucking special. Do not take her for granted. Open / Comment

2021-11-17 07:00:33 She was hurt a thousand of times already yet you would see her laughing with her friends like nothing ever happened. She is still the same person, laughing over silly things, telling corny jokes and being optimist all the time. But everything has changed when he broke her.

She was full of love not until she was damaged. All she did before was to give him love and what left her was nothing. She begged for his love but she had nothing. She stood up even though he’s pulling her down. She picked her broken pieces and still had a positive outlook about love.

But then he kept on coming back and kept on stepping down on her. He kept on breaking her heart until she felt numb. And all she can do is to cry herself every night she had a memory of him. Her scars were so deep and she was empty over and over again. She’s now afraid of the idea of being in love.

Years passed and all she did was to give love to herself. And now that there is someone who is more than willing to give his heart to her, she turned him down. Because she’s afraid she can’t give back the love he’s giving. Because her heart isn’t beating like before. It isn’t beating fast as before.

And there she realized, she can’t anymore feel the feeling of being in love because she was too damaged; too wrecked; and she need to find herself. She needs time for her to be able to feel in love again. She wanted to be alone. She wanted to forget and so to keep moving forward until she’s ready. Until she’s ready to love again. And she promised that when it happens, she’s willing to take risks once again to someone. Someone who is deserving of her love. Someone who is worth it. She is willing to give her heart again, to have it broken by someone worth it.

But now, she wanted to be alone. She wanted to escape from reality that she’s broken. She wanted to run away, away from everyone. She wanted to hide and she doesn’t want anyone to see her tear falling through her face, she doesn’t want her friends to see her cry like a baby, she doesn’t want her parents to worry about her thinking why is their daughter crying, because she doesn’t want them sad.

So she tried to wake up every morning wearing her smiles as if she’s not having a broken heart. She wanted to live again because he killed her hundred of times already. He suffocated her and now she wanted to escape his grip. She wanted to breathe. Open / Comment

2021-11-16 20:32:45 Who is your best rapper?? Open / Comment