Spill The Beans

2022-05-23 01:48:49 Open / Comment

2022-05-22 19:57:18 Begging your ghost in my head to go back to it's grave,
I'll be by his side while he walks to the cemetery,
Where lies crushed roses and the rusty spaceship of you and me.

Cause there's not a "you and me" anymore,
I can no longer let him live in my head rent free,
If I could kill him again I'd set him on fire or drown him in the sea.

But he lingers in the walls and in the songs I listen to,
It's gotten so damn difficult to concentrate on anything,
While he goes about blaming me and unsolicitely condemning.

The evening of your wake I thought I'd be free as a bird,
I never knew that your lies and manipulation could still entice me,
All in a toxic mash in the goblet of my memory.

Honestly you were never mine and I was never yours,
I never loved you nor did you me,
Grant me your goodbye as my rightful indemnity.

It's time you slept in the cold of the grave dug for you,
Let me take you, the ghost of his, let me take you away,
Depart from me as did your master that's all I have to say. Open / Comment

2022-05-22 13:25:29 To the future love of my life:

I hope someday I will see, meet, and sit down with you. Just think what life will be like when you are finally mine. You and I will heal each other's scars. We will live like every day is a holiday, always happy. Thank God for all he has blessed us with. Be each other's inspiration to go to heights we have always desired to reach but never had the courage to. We have kids we adore and try to be the best parents we can be. When all is said and done, when the darkness replaces the light, we will be each other's shoulders to cry on, and we can take each other for granted. That's what I hope we will be. Open / Comment

2022-05-22 13:14:30 Dreaming is not forbidden. Open / Comment

2022-05-21 20:08:12 I'll give you a glimpse of
What's on my mind.
But I don't think you're 
strong enough
To step inside. 
You have no idea
How I calmed my storms.
But the walls I put up 
are covered in thorns. 
Beyond this madness
And behind this pain, 
It doesn't stop me
I call it a gain. Open / Comment

2022-05-21 19:56:47 You rose to the occasion when I needed you the most. And I'm always grateful for that. Open / Comment

2022-05-21 19:50:47 One of the hardest feat to pull, in my opinion, is to walk by someone, pull a straight face, pretend like they're a stranger and that you actually haven't seen them while in your head all you really want is to be in a dark alley with them, sate that insane craving with the most fierce kiss there ever was and just basically give yourself for them to knead, yank and pull as they please.

*Coughs* bottom line is... Behind that resting bitch face lies a woman thinking the opposite of what she's facially expressing. Open / Comment

2022-05-21 08:39:58 I'm trying to write something new. But the question is.. What should I write about you?  Should I spell it out or just make you think? I'll make this fast. Try not to blink. Wherever you are, or when you've been,  It doesn't matter; you're still a ten. Open / Comment