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2021-06-24 21:45:16 -something from the notepad #14
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2021-05-25 23:32:12 -Interlude IV- The narrator wrote his mind: Love is the death of the mind Love shall be the death of me... If i tell her that I Iove her It'd be a crime I would be murdering my own ego, And deliberately disrupting my peace. I would be vandalizing property… Open / Comment

2021-04-23 19:37:44 【ይድረስ ለእቃቃ ሚስቴ...】

መልክሽ ጠፍቶብኛል። ስምሽም ትዝ አይለኝም። አንቺነትሽ ግን ፈፅሞ አልተረሳኝም፡፡ እስቲ ልጠይቅሽ...

ትዝ ይልሻል እንዴ?
የኔም ያንቺም እናት "ደጉ ጊዜ'' 'ሚሉት
ያ ልጅነታችን?
ተጋብተን፣ ተፋተን፣ ቤት ሰርተን አፍርሰን
ህይወትን ስንኖራት በንፁህ ልባችን?
ሙከራ 1 2 3፣ 1 2 3 4
የኔና የአንቺ ህይወት
ያ ቀላሉ ጊዜ
የተጫወትንባት፣ የተሞሸርንባት
ጊዜን አርገን ሚዜ
ትዝ ይልሻል ያኔ?

አልዋሽሽም። እኔ እምብዛም ትዝ አይለኝም። አንዳንዴ እንቅልፍ አጥቼ እንዲህ በሌሊት ስቀመጥ ግን ሳቅሽ ትዝ ይለኛል፡፡ ጥርሶችሽ ምን ይመስሉ እንደነበረ ፈፅሞ ተረስቶኛል፡፡በደንብ አስቅሽ እንደነበረ ግን አስታውሳለሁ። ፀጉርሽን እየጎተትኩ አስለቅስሽ እንደነበረም ትዝ ይለኛል፡፡ አዎ። ፀጉርሽ ረጅም እንደነበረ በደንብ አስታውሳለሁ። አሁን ተቆርጠሽው ይሆን?

የእቃቃ ሚስቴ፣ ይህ የፍቅር ደብዳቤ አይደለም፡፡ የምፅፍልሽ ስላልረሳሁሽ አይደለም፡፡ ረስቼሻለሁ፡፡ ብዙም ትዝ አትይኝም። ቆም ብዬ ያለፉትን ጊዜያት ሳስታውስ ግን ይገርመኛል፡፡ ስለዚህ ልጠይቅሽ...

ትዝ ይልሻል ያኔ?
ጀምበር አዘቅዝቃ፣ መሄጃችን ሲደርስ
ምን ነበር የምንል? አስታውሺኝ በሞቴ፡፡
የራት ሰአት ደርሶ ስትሄጂ ቤትሽ
እኔም ስሄድ ቤቴ።
ዛሬ ባዜምልሽ እንደው ትዝ ይልሻል?
ወይስ ልክ እንደኔ ያን ደጉን ልብሽን አውጥተሽ ጥለሻል?
አንቺ የልጅነቴ፣ የእቃቃ ሚስቴ
ትዝ ይልሽ ከሆነ አስታውሺኝ በሞቴ
ያን መልካሙን ልብሽ፣ ያን ደጉ አንደበቴ
ሰጥተን የበዛልን ያን መልካሙ ጊዜ፡፡

የምፅፍልሽ ለዚህ ነው። እኔ ትዝ አይለኝም፡፡ በእርግጥ አስታውሰዋለሁ፡፡ የማስታውሰውን ንፁህ ሰው ስሆን ግን ትዝ አይለኝም:: ልክ ከአመታት በፊት እንዳየሁት ፊልም ግን ያ ጊዜ በእርግጥ እንደነበረ አውቃለሁ፡፡ ስለዚህ አንቺ ንገሪኝ...

ትዝ ይልሻል እንዴ?
የኔም ያንቺም እናት ሁሌ የሚያነሱት
ያ መልካሙ ጊዜ?
የተጫወትንባት፣ የተሞሸርንባት
ጊዜን አርገን ሚዜ
ትዝ ይልሻል ያኔ?

አንቺ ትዝ አትይኝም። ያን ጊዜ የነበርኩትን እኔንም እምብዛም አላስታውስም፡፡ ከፍቅር የተመሰረተ እኛነታችን ግን ትዝ ይለኛል። የእቃቃ ሚስቴ፣ ድንገት ዛሬ ብንገናኝ እጅሽ በፍቅር አቅፎ ይቀበለኛል? ወይስ በጊዜው የማናቀውን ጥያቄ፣ ዛሬ አፍሽ ስለማንነቴ ደፍሮ ይጠይቀኛል?

ተቀይረሻል? እኔ ተቀይሬያለሁ፡፡
አቡክተን ቤት በሰራንበት አፈር
ብዙ ሰዎችን ቀብሬያለሁ።
በሳቅንበት መንደር
ብዙ እንባ አፍስሻለሁ።
እንዲያም ሆኖ ግን ትዝ ይለኛል
ያ የምንዘምረው መዝሙር በህብረት
መሸቶ ጨረቃ ስትወጣ፣ ሁላችንም ስንሄድ ወደ ቤት
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"ወደ ቤት፣ ወደ ሀገር ቤት
አንድ እንጀራ ለኛ፣ ሌላዉ ለጎረቤት"
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ታዲያ ትዝ ይልሻል?
መቋጫችን ሀገር፣ መስጠት ልማዳችን
የነበረበትን ያ መልካሙ ጊዜ?
ያ ጣፋጩ ልብሽ፣ ያ ደጉ አንደበቴ፡፡
ይድረስ ላንቺ ውዴ
ለእቃቃ ሚስቴ፤
ማነህ፣ ማነሽ ሳንል የተዋደድንበት
የኔና ያንቺ ጊዜ
ያ ነበር፣ ያ ድሮ፣ ወዴት ጠፍቶ ይሆን
አስታውሺኝ እስቲ አንዴ፡፡


#RANDOM_THOUGHTS Open / Comment

2021-04-20 12:49:52 ...Time and Death are two old pals that meet once in a while for a cup of coffee...

Time goes on about the good old days that had passed,
While Death tells him about the days that would have been good.

-something from the notepad #13
@MenAce7 Open / Comment

2021-04-13 19:53:14 To: My future self:

Hello there, your younger self here. Now I'm no philosopher but I have been up for the past hour studying philosophical terms so I could sound smarter in conversations. I mean who wouldn't be intimidated by a person that casually quotes Camus and Voltaire. Yes they would sound pretentious and annoying but they usually are respectable, aren't they?

Anyway, I came across a certain theory in my pursuit of philosophical enlightenment. The theory of Solipsism.

Solipsism is the philosophical idea that only one's mind is sure to exist.
A solipsistic person would think that the whole world exists based on his imagination. That he made reality in his head and everything except his mind doesn't exist.
It's a confusing theory I won't lie but it got me wondering.
I started to make up unrealistic scenarios that we usually love to entertain.

What if we're solipsistic?

What if we thought the world into existence. What if humans are just fictional characters we created. What if we designed life. What if we live in our own imagination and laws of nature are just smart explanations to cover up silly plot holes.

Let's think the unthinkable shall we? Let's entertain solipsism for a second.

What if we made it all up? So I came here to ask you couple of questions because i couldn't answer them myself, maybe you know better:

How did you come up with gravity? Why was flying out of the question? Could it have messed with the plot? Or is this a twisted way you chose to prove a point? To pin everyone to the ground without giving them anyone to put the blame on? To wage war against all humanity while putting the fault on an unseen force? Cause I think that's lazy writing, and i think that's evil. Are we lazy at writing?

How did we come up with music? How does contact create vibrations and vibrations create sounds? How do sounds create a melody and if we made everything then how the hell do we get lost in our own creations?

What gave you the inspiration to come up with the sun and stars? How did you imagine ice cream and chocolate?

How did you come up with all the good things in life?
How did you come up with love...?

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@MenAce7 Open / Comment

2021-04-08 10:31:10 In a make-believe world
he, who has a little bit of sanity left
enough to figure out he was insane
do you call him mad as the rest of them
or the only one sane?


#RANDOM_THOUGHTS Open / Comment

2021-03-18 19:19:15 “Let me put it this way son,” the old man started, “If you find your purpose in destruction; if you perhaps think that vengeance will fill the hole in your heart; If you strive to kill and destroy, then you have chosen the shortest route to a destination. You will win. But that is not the end of the story, is it? What happens after is what matters the most. You will come out victorious in the path of revenge, however you will find yourself at an utter loss in the long run."

"If your endeavor is doing bad then after you execute the deed you won’t have a purpose anymore, will you? See kid, that is why my goal in life is to do good. Because there will always be crookedness in this world that is begging for repair. I strive to fix the next problem while you strive to create one. That is the difference between you and me; my life is a track with infinite laps and a goal awaits on every checkpoint; yours is a straight path with a cliff for a finish line. While you lose yourself I renew my purpose”

-something from the notepad #12
@MenAce7 Open / Comment

2021-03-12 14:29:25 -something from the notepad #11
(-If that makes any sense...)
@MenAce7 Open / Comment

2021-03-02 10:54:28 ***
...የረገጥከው መሬት ደም የጠጣ አፈር ነው።
መሬቱን ጫር አርገህ ከስር የምታየው
ለሀገሩ መቆም የወደቀ አፅም ነው።
በሺህ ትርጓሜ አቅሉን አታስተው
ለሀበሻ ሀገሩ - አፈሩም ሰዉም ነው።

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ለታላቁ የአድዋ ድል 125ኛ አመት የመታሰቢያ ክብረ በአል እንኳን በሰላም አደረሳችሁ።

-The Scribbles Team Open / Comment

2021-03-01 12:58:22 "I know that the sword trumps a gun when the heart is the armor."

-አድዋ

-The Scribbles Team Open / Comment